u/curlyswirlywhirly

can’t afford the eyelash and eyebrow thing they do but i already ordered the edge drops. im curious.

im starting a new job tomorrow, ill be looking after an additional needs child who’s also non verbal. ill be going to their house for the first time and im really scared. ive had trouble sleeping because of it. i just want the ground to swallow me whole. does anyone have an advice?

mine would be shades of cool

i really want to start wearing fake lashes (lash clusters) but i’ve never worn them before. i’ve seen people wear fake lashes with mascara over them, i really like that and want to try it but am i supposed to take them off everyday? i want to wear them everyday but im not sure if im supposed to redo them everyday or how long i should leave them on for, especially if im putting mascara over the top. any advice would be much appreciated!

im 19F living in the uk. i dropped out of college after passing my level 2 health and social care course. i left when i was 18. i was retaking my maths and english exams and i ended up passing english but didn’t pass maths. im working full time but only for the money. the job i have currently is not even in the career i want. i cry a lot because i regret leaving college. i want to go back but the only thing thats stopping me is the fear of going back into an education with loads of people. school has always made me nervous as ive had previous bad experiences all throughout my education (before college) and im also just a socially anxious person. another thing thats stopping me is my age. i worry that ill be the oldest person in my class and ill feel weird and embarrassed. does anyone have any advice? it’s making me really depressed, i feel so lost in life and i just hate where i am right now. all i want to do is study and get my maths qualifications, progress onto the next health and social care course level and eventually go onto uni. please any advice would be much appreciated!!!

im 19F living in the uk. i dropped out of college after passing my level 2 health and social care course. i left when i was 18. i was retaking my maths and english exams and i ended up passing english but didn’t pass maths. im working full time but only for the money. the job i have currently is not even in the career i want. i cry a lot because i regret leaving college. i want to go back but the only thing thats stopping me is the fear of going back into an education with loads of people. school has always made me nervous as ive had previous bad experiences all throughout my education (before college) and im also just a socially anxious person. another thing thats stopping me is my age. i worry that ill be the oldest person in my class and ill feel weird and embarrassed. does anyone have any advice? it’s making me really depressed, i feel so lost in life and i just hate where i am right now. all i want to do is study and get my maths qualifications, progress onto the next health and social care course level and eventually go onto uni. please any advice would be much appreciated!!!

im 19F living in the uk. i dropped out of college after passing my level 2 health and social care course. i left when i was 18. i was retaking my maths and english exams and i ended up passing english but didn’t pass maths. im working full time but only for the money. the job i have currently is not even in the career i want. i cry a lot because i regret leaving college. i want to go back but the only thing thats stopping me is the fear of going back into an education with loads of people. school has always made me nervous as ive had previous bad experiences all throughout my education (before college) and im also just a socially anxious person. another thing thats stopping me is my age. i worry that ill be the oldest person in my class and ill feel weird and embarrassed. does anyone have any advice? it’s making me really depressed, i feel so lost in life and i just hate where i am right now. all i want to do is study and get my maths qualifications, progress onto the next health and social care course level and eventually go onto uni. please any advice would be much appreciated!!!

im 19F and ocd has changed me as a person. its stripped everything from me. my self love, my confidence, my happiness, my hope. everything. before struggling with this i struggled with anxiety and depression and other things i wasn’t sure what it was. i’ve always known there’s something wrong with me my whole life. it just feels like one big sick joke. people say it gets better but it only gets worse. i don’t even know who i am anymore. it’s not fair i just want to be happy. if any of you that have ocd have ended up happy please tell me how. i want to live but i hate myself and my brain and my life. i want to be normal but i know i never have been

since i was a child ive never been liked. i am not the perfect person and i definitely have done and will do bad things because i am human but i am always so nice to people because i need to be liked (im a bit of a people pleaser), but its gotten to the point where i genuinely believe im in a simulation because people just really don’t like me. almost as if people don’t see me as a human. as a kid no one liked me, as a teen no one liked me, ive never been good with friendships (never been anyone’s best friend or had long lasting friendships). it’s so confusing. even strangers interact with me like im alien, maybe im socially awkward so i ruin the vibe but i just don’t get it?? what is wrong with me? i feel like im living everybody else’s life but in my body. i hear everyone else’s problems but mine never get spoken about. no one cares about me. i am alone and always have been ever since i was a child. why????? what did i do?