Why does sam have pupils here!?!?

I thought sam was someone who never has pupils!? WHY JUST HERE!??!?!?!?!

yall i'm going crazy i've been watching this for a third of my lifespan at this point and I never noticed this why is this something that has happened...

u/defnotmyalternative — 23 hours ago

[TOMT][YOUTUBE VIDEO][2022-2024]

I'm trying to find some videos I used to watch all the time years ago. I've been looking but I can't find any of them.

The channel that these come from are like that of My Story Animated or Storytime Animated but I don't think it's either of those as I have looked as much as I can bare to. I have 4 general concepts in my memory that could aid in finding them.

1 (the one I'm really looking for): A video about a girl who is basically Spiderman. How the story goes is she was born with the ability to secrete a sticky substance from her hands that allows her to walk and crawl on ceilings. There's something about a fire when she's older in an apartment and she gets out using her ability. I think people film it?

2: A story about a girl who can jump really high but it hurts her knees I think... She used it to get to class on time but ended up hurting her knees ig idk.

3: A boy who is a seamonster i think?​

4: A dad and daughter go to some sort of forest or something and meet a tent lady. Tent lady tells them about the acid rain. I don't recall what happens after that :(

Hopefully this is enough to at least get the channel because this is driving me crazy. On that note, I'm pretty sure this was all one channel. The first two definitely were.

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u/defnotmyalternative — 10 days ago

Um... I think I screwed up...

I was getting lost in 2014 nostalgia for mobile games that are no longer available so I went to download the apks to play them. Now my phone is occasionally randomly opening ads and when I'm watching Disney+ it pauses it. I deleted everything I downloaded because I really don't know what I'm doing and panicked... The ads seem to have stopped but the Disney+ pausing is still happening. I tried to justify downloading them because the website said they were verified and safe but really I probably shouldn't trust random stuff online...

How can I fix this? I'm really worried I messed my phone up.

If you're wondering what I used it was apkmirror installer and I'm thinking maybe this is a bad app?

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u/defnotmyalternative — 1 month ago

[Android] [2013-2018] High school game??

Platform(s): All i know is android but it was probably on other things

Genre: Highschool sim?

Estimated year of release: 2013-2018 ish

Graphics/art style: 2d (idk how to describe it really but it wasn't pixelated at all)

Notable characters: Jocks (all i can remember specifically)

Notable gameplay mechanics: it's possible this was a merge game but i'm not sure

Other details: it was on a small map in grass and the player looked over everything. There were many stereotypical highschool groups but rhe only one I can remember were the jocks.

I've been thinking about this for years and I just can't remember T-T

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u/defnotmyalternative — 1 month ago
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I think I've finally understood why I don't like swimming in public anymore

I've always thought maybe it's because I don't like my body size wise. I'm not super big but I'm not thin either. But I'm starting to think it's probably because I'm pressured into wearing fem swimsuits. I'm afab enby and I've always hated them. Especially the ones that extenuate the "intruders" (love that term). But I've never had a problem with wearing normal clothes in the creek or anything. Just a normal shirt and basketball shorts. Of course you really can't do that in a pool, so that's why I generally only swim in creeks. But the fact that I'm ok with it as long as it's not fem leads me to believe that it's dysphoria related. My egg just cracked 2 weeks ago so I am still navigating gender neutrality, but I feel that this is significant progress in understanding my identity and comfort.

Thank you for listening to/reading my little enby rant thing <3

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u/defnotmyalternative — 2 months ago

Do gn enby people take small amounts of the opposite hormone to balance it out to become truely neutral?

Asking bc I want to know if that's an actually good idea bc if so I want to do it...

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u/defnotmyalternative — 2 months ago
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What do I need to look out for as a newly out gn enby?

True to the title, I've been out (to myself) for about 2 weeks, and I'm only out to a handful of other people. This is already a weird journey for me as someone who was raised very very very conservatively and has only broken out of that in the last ~4 years. I have phobic parents and family, so not a big chance they're knowing, but I don't want to hide it. Really what I want advice on is helping me prepare for the road ahead of me. I'm less than 2 years away from being an adult and I'm not entirely sure what this means for me and my rights, and when I try to look into it it's unclear. I would try to go more extensively but my parents can see what's on my phone (a preventing factor keeping me from getting binders </3) and I love being prepared when possible. Given that I live in Missouri, do any of you have any tips for living my best life as a silly little enby thing?

One thing in particular that I'm worried about is bathrooms. I hate going in the womens bathroom but I think I'm required to by law unless there is a neutral one. I found this website called refuge restroom to find gn toilets but it's a little confusing. Any alternatives?

General advice is greatly appreciated <3

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u/defnotmyalternative — 2 months ago
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My little sister (who is very phobic) was almost affirming?

I was just sitting on the couch watching some jammidodger and playing fancade on my cellular device and maybe accidentally manspreading... BUT ANYWAY my sister walks in the living room and says "[name] looks like a girl and a boy." My phobic mom was in the room and said "WHAT!?!" and I was just sitting there chuckling slightly. I'm afab nonbinary and do not present almost AT all femininly​, the only possible exception being my hair. Maybe. I'm the gender neutral type of enby, so she was a little off, but if I was a male and female enby it would have been incredibly affirming.

Idk I just found this funny coming from the child who says gay people are disgusting XD

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u/defnotmyalternative — 2 months ago