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liminal

a short film i made 3 years ago when i was psychotic and had a lot of derealization due to that. every time i worked on it, made the soundtrack or edited it i would have a psychotic breakdown. so there is a lot of emotions tied to this film.. hope u feel something from it ! :3 <3

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u/desperate2bewatched — 9 days ago
▲ 10 r/witchhouseproduction+2 crossposts

my dream to perform this song live

idk if u can count it witchhouse but this is an example of something a bit outside of the genre yet theres one thing connecting with it, the emotion. i loved exploring different ways to use my voice in this song from lowering the pitch of my humming to singing in whispers and to screaming :3
also the subject about christianity is extremely important to me. theres a lot of trauma and ptsd that i have from experiencing it..

u/desperate2bewatched — 9 days ago

(tw suicide) ive been raped by men so many times that i cant even count.. i want to live but i cant exist on a world where cis men exist too. any advice to relieve the anger and pain ?

im so lost ...

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u/desperate2bewatched — 9 days ago

antipsychotic

first drawing i made in around 2 years where i just sat down for a few hours and drew. i have a difficult relationship with drawing and i dont often do it especially not without taking a break. i used to draw like this all the time when i was psychotic 5 years ago but im so blocked and i struggle to let go like i used to ..

u/desperate2bewatched — 9 days ago
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any [ mainly sad ;) ] witchhouse experts here? whats ur most supportive opinion u want to share with people thats beginning to make witchhouse ?

to be honest ive only been making electronic music for a few years .. im a self taught musician for the majority of my life, i cant read sheet music, i dont know music theory, i just make music based on my emotions, trauma and feelings. i think most of my music explores witchhouse in a bit of a different way, thats why i really want to build this community to make witchhouse be explored in an atypical and veeery vulnerable way :3

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u/desperate2bewatched — 9 days ago
▲ 2 r/sadwitchhouse+1 crossposts

do u think this captures the mood of r/sadwitchhouse.

i wanted to say that this group is open to a lot of types of witchhouse ! its not a strict viewpoint i see it as more exploitation and being fluid around the genre :3

u/desperate2bewatched — 11 days ago
▲ 4 r/sadwitchhouse+2 crossposts

[forgotten] a song i made from having bpd and feeling too heavy for everyone close to me

ive been abandoned multiple times, and thats my worst fear thats kinda what i wanted to show in this song :3

u/desperate2bewatched — 11 days ago

i made a short film, uncontrollable and it was one of my favorite music pieces i've done

its about suicide ideation and how to live with it ..

u/desperate2bewatched — 12 days ago
▲ 7 r/sadwitchhouse+1 crossposts

COLD

a song i wrote about having anxiety to my relationship due to borderline personality disorder and a fear of abandonment. i made it in a few hours while all my fears and stress were present

u/desperate2bewatched — 11 days ago