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while i was sleeping at 4:30 am it sent out to a bunch of people on my facebook. 3 pictures from my camera roll one was a blank pic, one was a nude and one was a screenshot of a text i had taken. it was so random. i woke up at 11 to my family (who i dont even speak to on facebook at all) and some of my fiances family were like are u okay? why did you text me that? why did you send me that at 4:30 am? i instantly started shaking and crying and screaming bc i was humiliated. it was sent to his aunt, my sisters bridesmaid, some of my old friends, my older male cousin. im like what the fuck? how did this even happen? what was the point? what were that trying to do? im so humiliated ive been anxious all day. my fiance immediately unsent all the images and sent out an apology text saying i was hacked. i changed my password and took off photo access to facebook. can anyone give me some insight?

my little brother died on the 14th of august he was 21 and had duchennes muscular dystrophy. he lost his ability to do everything but had strength in his thumbs so he played the ps5 basically all day everyday for years. i know he had friends on there. i was wondering if anyone knew how i could get into his ps5 without knowing his information? our mom might know his email. we wanted to let his friends know he passed away. they were the only friends he had. if anyone could let me know or give me any information to point me in that direction i would really appreciate it.

whatsbthe tea with her boyfriend?? it seems like hes in jail lol??? i heard he had dv charges and gang affiliated?? anyone know anything?

i have been with my partner for 4 years in november and have a toddler together. everything has gotten progressively worse over the past 6 months it was never good except dor the 1st year and good is pushing it. i developed super bad anxiety/ panic attacks in february and it has stopped me from driving and going out. i am a stay at home mom to preface this. he works night shift. he does not drive. i immediately got into therapy and started medication in may. i was the driver. sorry this is all over the place im all over the place. since february every single day i am not exaggerating he has called me names. loser, bum, lazy. those are the nicer ones. he goes from 0 to 100 he always has. i am still upkeeping the house and cooking meals and taking care of our daughter mind you. anyways we got into an argument yesterday. he said i had an attitude, i didnt feel like i did. so now i have ruined the whole night. this is his night off. he was sitting with his leg on a chair in my way and i scooted the chair over with my leg and he shoved me in the stomach and called me a stupid bitch. he said i hurt him i barely put any force into it. moving on, we take our daughter to the park (ive been doing exposure therapy) hes making all of these smart ass comments. we gonhome and eat dinner. he asks to go leave and smoke with his friends im like okay lol wtf ever. we never get anytime together, but go ahead. i put our daughter to bed and im watchinf tv and drinking wine. i text him when hes been gone for almost 2 hours and then i do statt spiraling about the things im upset about with our relationship. he says ill talk to u when i get home i say fine. he gets home sits down and is speaking so calmly about everything he has wrong with me. im so triggered i just want him to shut the fuck up so thats what i say i spiral to cussing him out because i really needed him to hear me out. now im crazy. the night progresses and its not getting any better i self harmed for the first time in years. i was so drained. he goes on to tell me how horrible i am and all this shit his dad who traumatized me and embarrassed me and isolated me said about me. i break down i call my mom crying to her ans hes at the door the whole time saying im lying and manipulating everything. he eventually rips my phone out of my hand and i swing. he hits me in my arm and i got him and started swinging on him. the other day we got i to an argument and he made my arms all black and blue and so i punched him a lot. its like a mutual thing and so unhealthy i already know. but i do feel like i am just reacting to his abuse and weaponized incompetence. i feel bad because i did leave marks on his face but you should see my arms. wwhat do i do besides leave? i dont have the option right now at all.

ive been on lexapro for about two months now and today im upping from 10 to 15 and im a little bit nervous about it. can anyone share their experience?

i have really bad health anxiety and i knew itd be amplified starting a new medication but i didnt expect this. i am on day 7 and have been super on edge, i only sleep in 2-3 hour increments. the first few days i was dizzy but thats gotten better. but because of how tired and anxious i am i havent been able to get out of bed. everything i read says its normal because im more sensitive to the increase in serotonin. more hyper aware of every little sensation. and that other people have experienced what i am. my psychiatrist wasnt concerned either. did anyone have a similar experience?? when will it go away?? when will i stop focusing on my breathing? im so exhausted. i need to see it through for hopes of a change because ive become agoraphobic. i need my life back. so i will keep taking it in hopes itll change soon

im on 10 mg, ive never taken it before. just wanted to know if anyones drank after starting it. just wine.