u/eggsworm

I used to go to PP but they shut down the one nearest to me (I can't drive). I have insurance but it's under my mother's name and I don't want her to know (I'm 23). UF no longer gives gender affirming care... I tried online but they said they can't prescribe anything unless I sign a form in person and their nearest office is in Jacksonville.

My GPA is currently 3.3 (ISOM) and I'm hoping to bump it up but no guarantees. I know my supervisors would be willing to give me solid letters of recommendations, but I haven't worked in the field... Thoughts?

I'm graduating in the fall and need a place to stay.

I'm feeling very hopeless right now. I was initially an accounting major but my mother basically bullied me into changing it. Now idk what to do and regret listening to her. I have a retail job but it doesn't pay well and I don't have a big social/ support system. I graduate in August and I feel like it's over. I'm not a big people person and didn't go to any of the career fairs either :(

I'm single, don't have any close friends, and moved out of my parents' house recently and don't really talk to my family all that much. I have a large chest and from the stuff I've seen online (vlogs especially) top surgery recovery looks like a hassle and the prospect of facing it alone is the only thing keeping me from scheduling my appointment. The surgeon I want is also 2 hours away and I don't drive, so I would probably need a place to stay nearby... It seems scary to do all that on my own. I really need the surgery :(

I'm 23 years old and live in my own apartment, I have since January. I moved out without letting my mother know after she threatened to "bash my head into the wall" and said she didn't care if I called the cops. I have it on tape, btw, because she always said batshit things to me so I would record it. She said it in a fit of anger but that was after years of what I think was emotional abuse and gaslighting.

She's been calling me accusing me of doing drugs and being around people. A couple days ago she dropped me home and called me and asked me where I was. I told her I was on a walk and then she accused me of lying. I took pictures of my surroundings but she just kept saying I was lying. This evening she called again and told me I looked high at work and accused me of doing drugs again. This time she added that she could hear people talking around me... I WAS LITERALLY IN MY APARTMENT. I even had to send a picture of me in my kitchen to prove it.

Not that it matters, but I have never EVER taken non-prescription drugs. Not even weed and I've never drank enough to get drunk. I go to the gym everyday and my job requires a lot of walking and physical exertion, so I'm always tired and drink caffeine but that's it. I have no idea where this fairy tale about me doing drugs came from. I spend most of my time at home if I'm not working or at the gym. I have my very unfortunate screentime stats to prove it LOL.

I was planning on moving back in but she keeps saying I'm a drug addict and basically implied that I'm out of the will now. I haven't down anything crazy since I moved out and this has come out of nowhere, just because I finally have the space to "talk back" and be my own person. I'm happier than I ever was but she keeps saying I'm "brainwashed" like bruh I had no other choice but to agree with you or else you'd threaten my peace. IDK she basically said that I'll never know the pain I caused her. I understand that moving out without telling her was a tough decision but I thought about it for YEARS. I'm too scared to move back in.

I feel guilty because she keeps implying that she's sick and might have cancer. She asked me to accompany her to the doctor and I told her I could call a lyft and she blew up and said "guess you don't want to come with me" and that I should have suggested to spend the night there if I really wanted to go with her. I tried offering to pay for a lawyer that she needs but she just went on and on about how her CC debt is me and my brother's fault.

IDK what to do. I feel guilty but if I move back in I'll be miserable. but i'm miserable already living on edge waiting for her to call and accuse me again.