u/explore-star_17298

^(I have a of iq 80. I am bordering intellectual disability. I have several mental illnesses and dyscalculia. I am not good at anything. i feel so powerless. no matter how hard i try i won't even be average.)

^(people will say iq doesn't matter. the most important thing is effort. but no matter how hard a average person works he won't be john von nueman. because of my low iq i don't have the right to dream about anything. no matter how hard i try i won't even be average. i mean average people can do a lot of things if they try hard enough but i am bordering intellectual disability my best can't even be average.)

^(Richard feynman said that he was a normal boy who studied hard but that is just straight up horse crap. You need to be born special to be special there is no other way. i still don't know why smart people with high iq say iq doesn't matter but it matters a lot. if john von neuman wasn't born with such a high iq he wouldn't be john von nueman. i think they are just fooling themselves into believing that there works are due to their hard work not just the intellect that they are born with.)

^(i know alot of you will iq doesn't matter but you guys have at least a average iq. I don't know what i am going to do. I am not particularly good at anything either.)

i not only have such a low iq i also have a heckton of mental illnesses. i am autistic and i a also depressed. I had mdd a few months ago and my memory is still shitty. i suck at adapting to change. i am not good at anything. what do i even do.

dr.k's advice on not doing anything besides studying or sleeping. i don't think it works for me because i have maladaptive day dreaming even with out that i can just go on a thinking marathon. i mean i just can't stop thinking. what should i do?