u/feralpageturner

I started searching for "stoner thoughts" in my google browser because I thought I was searching in Reddit. For that reason alone Imma go with the reasonably buzzed flair.

Anyway my original thought, why am I still able to buy "banned books" if they're banned?

Anyone else?

It makes the cardio fly by and is enjoyable. Also I have better mind muscle connection when doing weights.

I thought it wouldn't hit but man it does!

I suppose even if not but what strain as those with the ADHD audhd neurospicy mentally ill use to help get them off their butts and battle the depression of staying bed for example. Or the executive dysfunction of ADHD.

I skipped out of work an hour early saying I wasn't feeling well. Went and bought a fat infused blunt. I didn't tell anyone in my life I am done work early 😂. Parked 5 houses down and am smoking in the car. I'm gonna hangout alone in my car until my regular home time. Sometimes it's just nice to have an hour not responsible for anyone. As soon as I walk in the door my kid has his friends over, it will be loud, I'm going to have to make them food, do dishes and then I have to get ready cause I agreed to go out for dinner. I just needed some solo down time to hide and not be needed.

Anyone else ever do this?

Just went out to smoke and it smells awful, I can't even imagine how devastating this is for the Northern communities. I'm HOURS away.

Everyone in those areas doing okay?? Check-in 🩶

Do you wash your hands like "properly" when in the public bathroom standing beside someone else washing there hands? 😂

I was thinking about this at work today and normally after a quick pee I wash my hands of course but today I was standing beside a girl ALSO washing her hands and I started following the directions on the signs and like scrubbing between each finger singer twinkle little stars and also had no plans of quitting until she did 😂

My own internal battle of the cleanest going on.

Please please don't give me spoilers it's why I can't talk to my only GFs who have read the series they both always alludes to stuff and spoils it for me 😂

But I just need to say I am FLABBERGASTED that Hypaxia and Celestina were caught hooking up because I was SO CONVINCED one of them was having a Love is Blind moment with Rune as Agent Day!!!!

Anyway I'm going to keep listening (audio books so I'm sorry if I butchered name spellings lol) but I'm pissed I was SO CONVINCED I had figured it out ugh.

I also need to say, I saved this for last, I read ACOTAR several years ago, ToG last year and was always told this was not a good series but I'm EATING IT UP I like it way more than ACOTAR! But never more than ToG 🩶🩶

I have struggled with anxiety and depression my entire life. I'm used to managing it. Smoking is one of the ways. I want to preface this by saying I do not smoke while working at all.

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I'm coming to this thread because you guys are the nicest coolest people on Reddit, honestly. I only love the people in one other Sub.

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I've been in a depression slump, not full blown but apathetic and just existing. I have no focus or energy or motivation at all. Typically this will go on for a week, maybe 2, and I'm able to get back in the groove of things for a bit.

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Well it's been lasting a long time and I'm struggling because I can coast and play catch-up usually but I'm not getting to a point to play catch-up in months and it's making it worse.

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This is fine at home and in other areas but with work it isn't and I'm having a really difficult time staying afloat with all my responsibilities and literally not being able to clear the depression brain fog.

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I've been eating like shit (not garbage but when I get like this I can't eat much I go back to like childhood and can only eat rice, bread and butter and like chicken nuggets) otherwise I start gagging on the food.

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I've been pushing myself to hit the gym as much as possible to keep that going and help with my mood but it isn't lol.

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I've been trying to keep busy with stuff and activities etc.

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Any tips or tricks to help me get through work and not lose my job eventually from coasting cause ya girl is on the struggle bus and it's adding more stress.

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I keep saying okay tomorrow I'll sleep better and wake up refreshed and take on the day but I haven't woken up feeling that way since January.

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My dr is aware, were playing with meds but here I am.

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Any ideas or suggestions are appreciated.

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Have a ln amazing day 🩶

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Not like life altering haha but I'm not normally creative and got super into this creative project I was given for a fundraiser and worked hard and was super excited lol the coordinator just nixed it 😂 I'll smoke to that(I was already smoking but golly she's a fun sucker).She is not the life of the party she's the one cleaning up after everyone. I'm a whimsical silly goose!

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This is about a photobooth theme, not anything major just more like booooo 😂😂

I'm drinking and I smoked.

Awful week, trying to decompress but obviously I'm toxic and don't have healthy coping mechanisms 😂

What are y'all doing tonight?

I'm having a rough day

I'm trying to work on my coping mechanisms and utilize those and deep breath and not go get high right away but fuck lol

Some days just fucking suck and I really don't feel like being alone OR sober OR an adult.

I want a hug lol, I've been laying in bed hugging myself like a big loser lol.

Anyway, I don't need anything or want anything, I just wanted someone hear me say "I'm sad and want a hug I can cry in" and you guys are the nicest subreddit 🖤

Thanks for coming to my pity party, how long should I give these coping mechanisms a shot before rolling a joint? I'm thinking 20 mins 😅