u/fish1nAbubble

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After being brutally reconstructed by Doc Oc, she had to be killed so she could find peace. She was no longer human, and she was in constant pain and agony.

Sarentu is mine, I did all the editing myself, including making a Bald Eaglekran

Don’t ask me what mods I used for her, I forgot plus I deleted them all 😔

Dinner is just a bagel. Nothing else. Not even toasted. Just a sad, lonely, bread circle.

So I’ve been feeling sad and without purpose lately.

One night I (17 F) went to bed sobbing while texting my friends about my mom, who was being VERY unreasonable and mean. I woke up an hour later (10PM) with a horrible headache. I called my friend and sobbed for hours about feeling sick in the head because I have mental illness issues (anxiety, depression), I was feeling like a burden, and just feeling like I mean nothing to anyone. I was apparently apologizing nonstop for just existing.
(I was too tired and mentally broken to remember everything exactly.)

That’s when my friend started sharing about their own family. Not in a competition way, just in the way where we bond over how shitty our lives are and how we can overcome it as strong people.

He talked of his father, and then talked about how hard it is to live up to the name of a military father.

Military…

I have put thought into it before, and that night I remembered those times I did think about “hm. What if I went to the military to escape?“

I mean, I did have a senior friend when I was a freshman that went directly into the Marines when HE graduated. Actually, he missed graduation because he was on a plane to South Carolina for boot camp!

I submitted my application to the United States Marine Corps on Thursday, June 25th, at 11:58 PM. I got a response on Saturday, June 27th, at 10:52 PM. I met the basic qualifications, a recruiter will be in touch shortly.

I immediately was so happy, and I told my friends first. They were congratulating me, but also rightfully worried. “It’s a big step, but we believe in you!” Is what most of them said. But there was the one group that called me slurs and yelled about how attention seeking I am… I left that group.

Anyways, now to the family part.

My mom was more bullying me about my lack of motivation and inspiration, not even parental concern, just straight bullying. “You’re too weak, and you’ve never worked out before.” “You can’t quit like you always do.” “You’ll never make it with your… well… you.”

My father was a little more supportive, but overall told me that I’ve never been good at anything minor, so why try something major and expect it to be different.

My grandparents just laughed at me. That’s all. Then they walked out of the room.

My sister thinks I’m joining all because I like Call of Duty.

The only one who’s taking me seriously is my cousin. He’s also been thinking of joining the Marines, but was thinking about their tech departments.

My mindset with all of this is best summarized by this quote from the night I submitted the application:
“Maybe not every hero wears a cape or camo. Somedays the real hero’s are just the people that try. And tonight I’m going to try. If I can’t be good enough for them, then I’m going to be good enough for me.”

He’s a little small, but he’s loved a big amount ❤️

Before you go and say in the comments, “Thats not Roach!” “Roach wears TAN!!” Please look at Operation Kingfish from the OG MW2 bc he wears all black in that 😎

Also, before you go in the comments saying that my TikTok skills suck… Yeah I already know that 🥲

All OC’s are mine :)

I’m so excited to share this.

I’m looking for little antennae that I can use for my Roach Cosplay… preferably something bendable but also heavy so it sways a bit with head wiggles. I’ve tried looking at Pipe Cleaners, but they don’t have the effect I’m looking for. Any help would be appreciated!

(This is not a real comic)