Severely depressed. Overeating, oversleeping and also I'm looking for a job

I have a new medication called clozapine and i read that it causes sedation. It's my 4th day and i sleep more than 12 hours.

I love food. It gives me comfort. But I gained a lot of weight since i started medication (since 2021). I exercise but not frequent. I don't have motivation to keep going. My bmi from underweight is now overweight and i feel very insecure about it.

Now, I'm looking for a job so that i have deadlines. I'm still unsure if i can handle it. Recently graduated college and a part of the plan was taking the licensure exam. It's May 2027 and i don't have a review center yet. Tried self studying but can't focus because i live with my parents and it's stressful to be with an unstable father. Maybe i won't take it anymore because my priority is live far from him. But currently I cannot do what I'm trying to do.

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u/greedminded — 4 days ago

How long will i experience too much sleep using clozapine?

It's my 4th day. I sleep for more than 12 hours. Is there a thing i can do to manage it?

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u/greedminded — 4 days ago

time tracking app that shows the time i work on a big task and the smaller task inputted in it

currently using ticktick but it does not work that way. it should show the bigger task total time that included the hours spent in the smaller task. but i love that they have timer and stop watch feature. looking for that too.

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u/greedminded — 15 days ago

looking for crime show with the help of a tech nerd that's convincing

i really enjoyed NBC's blindspot specially Patterson. the way she explains and stuff. sometimes they solve puzzles too or analyze the tattoos. i've seen few episodes of fringe but not like that. i don't prefer sci-fi. something realistic tech.

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u/greedminded — 18 days ago

I'm struggling with my mental health bc i live with an abusive father tapos nagpapunta ng albularyo para sakin? Tangina????

Grabe yung inis ko. Ano yung thought process nila? Imbes na kausapin yung tatay ko na ayusin yung pag uugali nya, ako yung pinagdiskitahan at sabihan na dasal dasal daw leche. What if ituloy ko na lang plano ko na tapusin buhay ko. Diagnosed ako ng depression tapos eto gagawin sakin.

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u/greedminded — 20 days ago

May complete list of topics ba kayo sa lahat ng subject for CPALE?

Sa May 2027 pa kasi ako pwede mag exam. Habang wala pa akong nahahanap na review center, balak ko mag self-study muna.

Tsaka may alam ba kayo na mahahanap na quizzers na may solution?

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u/greedminded — 2 months ago

Looking for affordable online review center 10k or less. Yung sana may experience sa review center na yun tapos pumasa.

Magmamahal na yung redefine eh. May 2027 kasi ako pwede mag exam. At 13,500 dun. Nakita ko rin Legacy CPA resource center pero hindi ako sure kung ok sya. Tsaka icpa din. Tapos yung hindi sana live lecture. hindi kasi kaya ng attention span ko ng walang hinto kapag nanonood ng lecture vids. also, yung mga questionnaire ba nila nun may solution o answer lang?

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u/greedminded — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/Dreams

Why my dream is like this: i was singing creepily while my sister is preparing to work. She got angry and told it to my mother. Mother traumatized me.

She hurt me. And I was playing along for a few minutes, i am familiar with the scenes but i went to do something not familiar. I removed my cloth. It was out of character. It's not how I remembered the dream. So they got shocked and started following me​. i was looking for the exit. I have a power to move their location while I'm flying to the exit. But the exit doesn't absorb me. So i wake up by myself. When i try to get back to sleep, same dream. It's the continuation like I'm playing a game. There's even a website about it but i can't remember/read it.

My problem is i am ok with my relationship with my sister and mother. But not with my father. But the dream is very opposite. My father helps so that my mother won't hurt me. That's not what's happening in real life. I tried waking up but kept falling asleep and it's the same dream

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u/greedminded — 3 months ago
▲ 5 r/Nuvio

I prefer streaming than downloading. I installed add ons but idk it isnt working?

u/greedminded — 4 months ago
▲ 1 r/SSRIs

But it's no longer in my prescription. My next appointment is may 17 and i can't reschedule because i have exams. But the pain increased. Not only on my feet but also arms.

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u/greedminded — 4 months ago

Nag increase antidepressants ko. Pero antipsychotic same pa rin. Ang sakit ng muscles ko sa kamay at paa. Dati niresetahan ako ng biperiden. Kaso wala na yun sa reseta ngayon. Sa 19 pa next check up ko at busy ako sa school ngayon. Ano kaya over the counter meds na pwede bilhin?

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u/greedminded — 4 months ago