Frustrated
This is such a non-issue in the grand scheme of things but I got implanted 10 years ago when I was 11 and I'm getting a growing itch of frustration that the few sports I'm interested in are discouraged. My mental health is down the drain and I desperately need to get out more, and the one thing I found locally that sparked some interest (that I don't need extra equipment for) was woman's kickboxing. When I was 11 I didn't care about doing contact sports, so it was a non-issue when deciding on this surgery, but now I'm like ?!?!?! It would be so fun! And I can't??? Fuck's sake!
The other thing I want to do is cycle, but I live on a dangerous road so it'd be difficult to cycle around. I would have to join a local cycling group, which is fine, but my parents (who I live with) are concerned that I won't be able to hear signals or survive on a bike on the road. I sometimes wish I could walk into a soundproofed room and scream lmao