u/gulashova

My previous post: https://www.reddit.com/r/SheraSeven/s/klkDd9w3F4

So this guy is interested in me since 2018

He created the card, has shown me a screenshot of it, said that he needs to call their customer service on Monday (5 days ago, we spoke last Saturday) and... Has been quiet since.

We weren't in touch daily, just once in a while

It's so pathetic for a man to do it, I want to just block him but I wonder if there is anything I can do or say to him 🤣

Edit: he hasn't shared the card, I forgot to mention the most important part 😃

So buproprion increases the levels of aripiprazole, but at what dose? Or is it all the same?

For example

150 mg buproprion and 5mg aripiprazole -> 10mg aripiprazole

What about 300mg buproprion? Will it be 20mg aripiprazole?

What about 200mg lamotrigine in addition permanently?

Patient with bipolar

Psychiatrist wants to increase buproprion because the patient is groggy and eats all the time, what do you think?

Or should I buy a new deck? I am connected to this deck but for example high priestess is missing

I just counted them and only high priestess is missing... How strange... Because I have been using tarot cards A LOT recently. Maybe it also means something, that my inner knowing is disorted because I read the cards too much

Soooo normally I am a well-kept person but since some time I have really trouble to maintain hygiene. I even put away lotions etc and I just apply sunscreen. Hair washing? Disaster. Going to the shower? Takes me ages to mentally prepare even tho afterwards I feel great.

Idk if it's me self-sabotaging myself or what I just cannot bring myself to it.

I take my meds religiously so I dont know what's wrong.

I was having successes and then I... Forgot everything about manifesting and how it should be done? It's like I am a rookie again and I understand nothing. I am confused

Did anyone experience that?

I was a pro at successfully ignoring 3d for a long time. No checking, seeing something opposite - no anger, no doubt, nothing. Just acknowledging 3d, not giving a meaning/story and moving on. Naturally.

Now - I notice it TOO MUCH if you know what I mean and I have to remind myself it is an old story.

Had anyone this situation?

I gave up. I think it's not Sabbath because I dont feel a relief, just that I dont care anymore to be honest.

All because I did couple tarot readings and I feel I absorbed limiting beliefs from AI interpretations (lol) which instead of just interpreting (which would be fun) added stories with limiting beliefs around it.

Also I am tired. I don't do techniques but this discipline is not easy. It's simple, I can do it, I know how, but this discipline is challenging.

I dont know what to do.

Edit: Another example and what I meant. It's not about what we experience in the 3d, it's about the story we give it. For example: if you see the opposite you dont say oooh no it doesnt work! You just acknowledge it and go back to the state of fulfilled desire.

What I meant was rather more psychological. If someone doesnt write to you it doesnt mean they dont care/are not interested. What I absorbed are maybe unecessary stories around certain topics and I had no unfavourable stories. Now I feel like I have a ton of them.

Edit2: I think I figured it out and it might help someone who will have similar situation. Look:

"Oh nooo I absorbed limiting beliefs" - it's just... a story I added to an event.

From now on this thought is a spam and "I have always favourable stories about what occurs"

So I did a lot of internal work, but imo I have little knowledge.

Also my issue is self sabotaging (it's become better now)

I would like to develop externally, not internally if you know what I mean. To learn valuable things. To read whatever. All I do is... Scroll and read Reddit without absorbing any relevant detailed knowledge :/ I want to learn so many things, play chess, be master at sudoku, know well history and politics but I am a dumbass. Pretty intelligent dumbass with shitty memory (or I don't put ANY effort to remember, because I used to read something and immediatelly remember, then mental health issues came, but I am good now)

Please advise I cannot be mindlessly scrolling all the time and sometimes watching Netflix (without remembering names or details I COULD HAVE LEARNED because we can learn everywhere. It's like when I see something valuable I dismiss it like a spam. Which probably pertains to self sabotage. Tf)

I wouldnt mind being on Reddit/social media if I could have just retain any knowledge. I find thousands interesting things daily, almost none of them stick, just general dot connecting shit without actual knowledge.

I cannot be like a hamster in a wheel anymore. I am tired of keeping myself in this loop, which is my "comfort zone". I think I am just a scared little **** who is afraid to develop.

Please help ❤️

Hiii

Any recommendations?

I have for example Nishane Wu Long Cha (not so strong) and Bois Imperial (I have two decants, one older one newer - the older one has a much better quality... The newer one kinda stinks and it's 100% original)

Thank you in advance!

I havent slept with him and didnt see him for 8 years (its an aquaintance from the past)

He created a card for me to use but I prefer to have the money transferred to my account.

What should I do/say?

I have been on abilify for two weeks and recently when I start eating I can do it all day :( will it go away?

I am on 5mg with buproprion xr 150 mg and it increases the level of abilify so I am on 7.5mg-10mg abilify

That there is no more me, just this illness. I don't know how to describe it. Like I lost myself to this illness. I have my meds and my psychiatrist, had a lot of meds, but since 2025 something is not right. I don't think it's a 'standard' bipolar depression, it's not that, it's something deeper. More like a realisation how ill I am. I don't know what else I could write