u/hangingoutinhell

i really really used to enjoy playing stadium. Ana was really fun before they nerfed the shit out of her. but the more i play, the more i prefer the base gamemode. stadium is not based on skill, it's based on slop. what's the point in practising aiming and tracking when you can use the skilless aimbot/invincibility builds instead?

if you fail the comp lottery, you lose. if you run into an invincible Ana who just runs around nading herself and farming DVA ult charge, you lose. if your tanks are mirroring and she takes the off meta build, you lose.

it genuinely makes me sad playing against people who are putting much less effort in than me, and still winning and farming cash because of it. it's so demoralising.

hope some of you can relate

i recently relapsed and thought i had no regrets. except now i've got very visible cuts, it's the middle of a heatwave, i'm going swimming in a few days and then i've got a shitting family holiday in a very sunny place where i'll have zero chance of hiding it. now i feel so incredibly stupid for not thinking ahead.

i really would rather not talk to my parents about it because of the uncomfortable conversation that entails and because they'll worry; especially because i've recently come off of a 20 session therapy course.

any ideas or help would be greatly appreciated, i am really trying not to freak the fuck out.

feel free to take this down for repetitive content, i'm not saying anything new here. But goddamn, what do you mean we're 4v5, up 2-1 on Flashpoint and whinging at our teammates? Play the game, it's a free win. Even when we did win they were still bitching about "no tank no heals"... give me a break.

I've had the pleasure of having real human beings to play with so I've not been solo queuing; playing Ana solo queue is not for the weak. GG no heals, but ignore the 4 cancelled ults, 20 teammates saved, 4k healing prevented. Please.