Are they okay? Harvested them yesterday and it’s my first time, are they molding or is that colour normal? I currently don’t have a dehydrator yet it’s ordered though. It’s been drying under a fan for 7 hours then not for another 13, idk what to do with them to prevent having to toss them.
First ever self grown!! Does it all look fine? The bigger ones look bruised but maybe it’s something else.
Excuse the quality but the water inside makes it very hard to take a good pic.
My main concern are the shrooms on the last two pics. Is it bruising or something else? The bag was between the wall and bookcase and the shrooms are on the sides of it so they were pressed are they started growing.
Is it time?? I have had this bag growkit for about a month but they only got this big pretty much over last 6 days. Do I pick them? And if yes, any advice on how to do it safely? It’s my first time. They feels marshmallow-y to the touch when I squeeze lightly.
Excuse the quality but the water inside makes it very hard to take a good pic.
My main concern are the shrooms on the last two pics. Is it bruising or something else? The bag was between the wall and bookcase and the shrooms are on the sides of it so they were pressed are they started growing.
Is it time?? I have had this bag growkit for about a month but they only got this big pretty much over last 6 days. Do I pick them? And if yes, any advice on how to do it safely? It’s my first time. They feels marshmallow-y to the touch when I squeeze lightly.
I don’t have a dehydrator and can’t get one at the moment, any tips on how to dry shrooms in some diy way?
!! I AM NOT LOOKING FOR MEDICAL ADVICE ONLY PEOPLE WHO DID IT BEFORE !!
Anybody did shrooms while on mood stabilizers? I did them only once before and that time I skipped my dosage of meds. My question is whether it impacted the trip for anyone or did it feel the same?
Hi, this is very specific but I bought brushes from aliartcher and they didn’t add the settings the use, so I basically paid for duplicating default brushes.
Has anyone bought them too and knows the settings???
Will delete if it’s against rules.
What can I do for split ends? I know there is nothing that can seal them back again, but my hair sometimes even triple splits if not more. It feels really dry and breaks extremely easily. I have bleached and dyed it many times, I currently have ginger dye that I put over brown. Is there anything I can do or is cutting it the only solution for me now? It is worth mentioning that I am on a student budget.
I have been diagnosed with BPD for three months, and I have been noticing what you would consider psychopathic/ sociopathic symptoms since childhood or what I remember of it. I recently realized I see people in categories, either equal to myself or close enough to being equal that they deserve my attention and affection or joy, or non-equals that I want to harm just so they will stop annoying and disgusting me with their behavior, I cringe just at the thought of them talking or being in close proximity to me or people I care for. Most of the time I am cold and numb, and I mask it extremely well, I only let myself be the way I really am with myself, not out of fear of judgment but because people would start asking dumb questions and expect me to answer.
I have a history of vandalism, stealing(especially from the ages of 6 to 13), disregard for rules, threatening, abusing substances and bullying—which I am now ashamed of because of how immature that was. All of those acts I committed purely out of boredom and curiosity. Back when I attended school I often struggled, not because of laziness but because I was thinking outside of the box and simple things did not make sense to me, I overanalyzed questions and information, very often being right in the end.
I experience extreme boredom like most, if not all, BPD patients, but sometimes it feels like it is not the same for me as it is for others. The need for adrenaline is of course present, except violent thoughts and wishing to harm people is there right along. I thought about harming my psychiatrist before because she told me something different than what I expected, I thought of harming people for crying without a good reason to. I cry a good deal myself too whenever I am in depressive episodes, but that is because I am angry at myself for feeling in such way rather than being upset. I get angry a lot, at others for idiotic beliefs and behaviors, while thinking everyone should be able to express themselves, you can see how that’s frustratingly confusing. At myself I get irritated for not knowing why I am being so confusing and for smaller things, like getting a point less in exams than I expected, my outfit not being how I imagined it.
I have resorted to self harm before, back when I was around fourteen it was because of depression mostly, but the urge to hurt myself just out of curiosity has been present and still is. I feel myself superior to most people, they are stupid in my eyes and their beliefs should not be the way they are, I see them as wrong if they are inadequate to what I believe in. Religion is another thing that makes me mad, people believing in something without proof other than a man’s word is disgustingly annoying. Moving onto my last point, I lie and manipulate people almost all the time and I feel no remorse, I use my looks to do so often, I make people feel bad to get what I want, especially my mother.
When people around me are upset I often see their issues as minuscule, when it comes to people I do care for I do not get sad about it, I either get angry for them or confused why they feel this way. This is where it gets confusing, I do not feel anything empathetic toward people I am aware of but do not personally know, but I am an activist and against any genocide happening atm, I feel pity for the people suffering and extreme disgust towards those actions and war crimes they are experiencing. I do not think they should be killed or harmed at all. Also, I often understand why someone is feeling a certain way if it is a strong feeling they have, but I cannot feel it, put myself in their position. My question is, is it even possible that I could have my BPD overlap with Conduct Disorder or even ASPD? I do not want to bring this up to my psychiatrist unless it is worth a mention.
I have been diagnosed with BPD for three months, and I have been noticing what you would consider psychopathic/ sociopathic symptoms since childhood or what I remember of it. I recently realized I see people in categories, either equal to myself or close enough to being equal that they deserve my attention and affection or joy, or non-equals that I want to harm just so they will stop annoying and disgusting me with their behavior, I cringe just at the thought of them talking or being in close proximity to me or people I care for. Most of the time I am cold and numb, and I mask it extremely well, I only let myself be the way I really am with myself, not out of fear of judgment but because people would start asking dumb questions and expect me to answer.
I have a history of vandalism, stealing(especially from the ages of 6 to 13), disregard for rules, threatening, abusing substances and bullying—which I am now ashamed of because of how immature that was. All of those acts I committed purely out of boredom and curiosity. Back when I attended school I often struggled, not because of laziness but because I was thinking outside of the box and simple things did not make sense to me, I overanalyzed questions and information, very often being right in the end.
I experience extreme boredom like most, if not all, BPD patients, but sometimes it feels like it is not the same for me as it is for others. The need for adrenaline is of course present, except violent thoughts and wishing to harm people is there right along. I thought about harming my psychiatrist before because she told me something different than what I expected, I thought of harming people for crying without a good reason to. I cry a good deal myself too whenever I am in depressive episodes, but that is because I am angry at myself for feeling in such way rather than being upset. I get angry a lot, at others for idiotic beliefs and behaviors, while thinking everyone should be able to express themselves, you can see how that’s frustratingly confusing. At myself I get irritated for not knowing why I am being so confusing and for smaller things, like getting a point less in exams than I expected, my outfit not being how I imagined it.
I have resorted to self harm before, back when I was around fourteen it was because of depression mostly, but the urge to hurt myself just out of curiosity has been present and still is. I feel myself superior to most people, they are stupid in my eyes and their beliefs should not be the way they are, I see them as wrong if they are inadequate to what I believe in. Religion is another thing that makes me mad, people believing in something without proof other than a man’s word is disgustingly annoying. Moving onto my last point, I lie and manipulate people almost all the time and I feel no remorse, I use my looks to do so often, I make people feel bad to get what I want, especially my mother.
When people around me are upset I often see their issues as minuscule, when it comes to people I do care for I do not get sad about it, I either get angry for them or confused why they feel this way. This is where it gets confusing, I do not feel anything empathetic toward people I am aware of but do not personally know, but I am an activist and against any genocide happening atm, I feel pity for the people suffering and extreme disgust towards those actions and war crimes they are experiencing. I do not think they should be killed or harmed at all. Also, I often understand why someone is feeling a certain way if it is a strong feeling they have, but I cannot feel it, put myself in their position. My question is, is it even possible that I could have my BPD overlap with Conduct Disorder or even ASPD? I do not want to bring this up to my psychiatrist unless it is worth a mention.