
I FINALLY GOT SRS 😁
oh my God it's so incredible that it is finally gone

oh my God it's so incredible that it is finally gone
dont do market trades at 4am on a sunday after not sleeping
-pandemonium helmet
-vulcan armor
-prisoners manacles gloves
-arbiter of ash wings
-rising ash character effect
-molten forgemaster character skin
-decree of flight boots with bloodreaver skin
-eldritch touched emperor staff with vampiric weapon effect
-celestial helmet
-project armor
-project gloves
-decree of flight boots with bloodreaver armor skin
-unborn lich staff
-divergence character effect
cis people act like being trans makes you an expert on dysphoria as if I understand the feeling any more than they do??
I was depressed and hopeless I spent my entire adolescences in and out of therapy doing EXACTLY WHAT THEY TELL US TO DO. when I saw people online say things like "you can't change sex" it didn't make me feel better about my body it made me feel worse about my dysphoria and led me to push further and further chasing solutions that didn't help
I didn't even know I HAD dysphoria for most of my life all I knew was a relentless and gut wrenching discomfort that permeated every facet of being alive and when that was finally relieved I felt better in a way I didn't even know was possible it felt like the emotional equivalent of wearing colorblind glasses for the first time
If you put a panicked animal into a trap and they have to injure themselves to escape nobody questions why and starts debating the motivations of the animal but when it's a trans person suddenly it's impossible to comprehend why we might turn ourselves into societal pariahs just to escape the mental agony of dysphoria
these shield guys are the bane of my existence they arent even that hard to deal with they are just so frustrating to come across in the middle of a fight and those magic projectile things do so much damage :_:
-midnight pact wings
-celestial helmet
-void emperor body
-void emperor gloves
-void emperor boots
-divergence character effect
-harmonious weapon
-astral weapon effect
-divergence footprints
-starfall wings
-angelic helmet
-arctic body armor
-vulcan gloves
-arctic boots
-diving surge character effect
-mjolners for weapons
also using lightning footprints
divine shrine + enlightenment shrine = most stress free time I have ever had playing this game