u/honeyy--crisp

Not many people left in my life to celebrate my birthday with. Pandemic, breakups and now layoffs, lost many near and dear. Feeling a bit lonely.

So celebrating with Reddit 🥳

Not asking for upvotes. Just comment anything, even random words would do 😂. It will help me feel less lonely.

Edit: Thank you, to all of you 🥹.
Edit: You all are amazing, thank you for the wishes.
Edit: upvotes to all of you :)

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I am looking for few besties that I can chat with in the evenings, any gender. I work full time in the mornings.

Why you might want to chat with me :)

- I love sci-fi and fantasy movies and shows. My favorite is Expanse. Read many books on the same theme.

- I play some steam games, mostly older cheaper ones like Halflife, Blackmesa, Portal, etc.

- Only time I splurged is to buy a VR set to play Alyx. Totally worth it. But now stuck halfway as it's too scary and I am stuck in a level!!!!

- Love traveling, not a lot but nearby and on business trips :)

- I like to write poems. Especially on my loved ones. Especially if I am very happy or very sad. :D

- I love math and astro-physics. It's my hobby. I saw many YouTube videos on those topics. Not an expert by any means :D. But if you are an expert, you have my full attention, maybe, hehe.

- My friends say I am an intelligent, kind and sweet person. I am not 100% sure though!!! Hehehe.

Why you might NOT want to chat with me :(

- When I am tired, or doing chores, or cooking, etc, I might not reply promptly. It does not mean I ghosted you. I will reply in couple of days.

- Similarly, if I get sick or ... you know ... I might not reply for couple of days.

- Honestly, many of you are probably not like me. If we don't vibe, then we don't vibe. Nothing wrong with it. It's ok if our chat fizzles out.

Ok, so that's me :)

Please mention your age and your hobbies at minimum if you choose to DM me.

I am looking for few platonic besties that I can chat with in the evenings. I work full time in the mornings.

Why you might want to chat with me :)

- I love sci-fi and fantasy movies and shows. My favorite is Expanse. Read many books on the same theme.

- I play some steam games, mostly older cheaper ones like Halflife, Blackmesa, Portal, etc.

- Only time I splurged is to buy a VR set to play Alyx. Totally worth it. But now stuck halfway as it's too scary and I am stuck in a level!!!!

- Love traveling, not a lot but nearby and on business trips :)

- I like to write poems. Especially on my loved ones. Especially if I am very happy or very sad. :D

- I love math and astro-physics. It's my hobby. I saw many YouTube videos on those topics. Not an expert by any means :D. But if you are an expert, you have my full attention, maybe, hehe.

- My friends say I am an intelligent, kind and sweet person. I am not 100% sure though!!! Hehehe.

Why you might NOT want to chat with me :(

- I have couple of besties, whom I love a lot. They always take higher priority, until you also become my bestie, if ever :D

- When I am tired, I might not reply promptly. It does not mean I ghosted you. I will reply in couple of days.

- Similarly, if I get sick or ... you know ... I might not reply for couple of days.

- Honestly, many of you are probably not like me. If we don't vibe, then we don't vibe. Nothing wrong with it. It's ok if our chat fizzles out.

- I usually shrink away if you show any aggressiveness or entitlement or drive the chat towards s**ting. :( And may not reply quickly. I usually give you warning though.

- You are 23 or younger. In my personal opinion, usually, younger people don't have enough life experience to be very interesting and chats usually fizzle out. There are very few exceptions in my experience.

Ok, so that's me :)

Please mention your age and your hobbies at minimum if you choose to DM me.

I might not accept DMs from nsfw accounts, sorry.

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I am an introvert. I feel like losing energy just stepping out of my home.

I made couple of online friends, one is even a great friend (love her so much), but they are not available most of the time. And it makes me bored and depressed.

I used to love playing video games a lot, mostly single player, but lately I feel like I am missing out on making friends.

I played mostly sci-fi games like half life series, portal, black mesa, etc. And other games like Bio shock, etc. Crysis.

Mostly old games as my PC is old and I can buy old games for super cheap on steam.

I work during day time, and chill at night time watching Netflix or prime or YouTube videos.

Other hobbies include writing poems. Not great ones by any means but makes my little heart happy and content.

Oh, I also love watching sci-fi shows. Expanse is my favorite, others include SG1, black mirror, etc. Also like anime like Arcane and AvatarTLA.

Currently working in US, East coast.

I would love to make new friends, both men or women. Please be kind and patient. As usual, I might not respond to low effort DMs or harassment kinds as is usually recommended.

Often I feel sad, don't know why

All I want to do is just cry and cry

Trying to keep busy, trying to forget 

But there's just so much emotional debt

Wakup in the morning for whose sake?

Anything I do seems so fake!

This is not a happy life, but a curse

If only I had guts to do something worse

Wish I could live without a heart

All it does is nothing but break

never heals and always only feels

Leaving me with a painful ache

Hope the fateful day will soon come 

When all my suffering will be over

Last breath exhaled and is done

With one last smile, I get my closure

Walking to a sea with a friend,
for a quick dip and have some fun.
Making jokes, laugh, skip and dance,
All the while we were holding hands.

The sea is getting very near,
Have to let go her hand, I fear.
But it is not yet summer,
water is cold, so no swimming my dear.

Turn around and come back later?
A bit sad, but I am a lot more happier.
No more about swimming in water.
Now, holding hands, is what I treasure.

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Dedicated to my favorite jelly bean.

Firefly's spark, a fleeting light
Where can she go? She cannot fly
Winter is cold and no one in sight
Standing on a twig, may slip and die

Spring was fun, she found one
Someone nice, beautiful even
Danced and sang, sparked together
But she left and left her broken

Summer was warm, warmer his hugs
Infinite comfort with tender care
Sparked together with all their might
But he left and left her there

Now comes rain, with so much pain
Where can she go? She cannot fly
In this storm, its all in vain
Standing on a twig, may slip and die