Jadi kucing ini awalnya udah mau lewatin pagar KRL pas udah ditutup, dinotice sama yg jaga terus di paksa masuk ke dalem pagar lagi. Lucu aja ngeliatin dia, ikut sabar nungguin kereta lewat.
Hai puan! Boleh minta saran skincare yang cocok buat kulit kombinasi oily-dry gak? Aku udah jadi acne fighter selama 6 tahun, dan sempet putus asa dgn masalah kulit aku, so i only use basic skincare routine now. Skrg udah jarang tumbuh jerawat tapi jadinya banyak bekas, pori pori besar dan kulitnya bertekstur huhu. Jujur aku selalu insecure tiap kali kena matahari karna tekstur kulit aku keliatan gradakan banget :(
Pls what should i do with my skin and what is wrong with it? Pls pls tell me kalau ada yang punya saran skincare terutama serum/essence buat kondisi kulit aku skrg, soalnya udah berkali kali beli skincare product yg mehong dan endingnya balik lagi ke square one, sempet pakai obat dokter juga endingnya sama aja :( i really want to fix it this time. Oh ya, kalau treatment peeling itu good choice gak buat masalah kulit aku? I kinda gave up actually hahaha huge thank you in advance girls!
Helloo bulan depan aku jadi maba dan mutusin buat ngekost biar gak perlu jauh bolak balik ke rumah, hehe. Aku udah 6 tahun boarding selama sekolah, jadi udah terbiasa hidup mandiri tanpa keluarga, but pretty sure hidup kost itu jauh beda dengan hidup sebagai anak boarding yang makanan masih disiapin, lingkungan yang almost 100 percent guaranteed safe.
Ini first time aku ngekost dan hidup real mandiri tanpa temen temen, mau minta saran dong tentang berbagai kehidupan di kost, baik umum atau sebagai perempuan. Kalau dari orang tua, aku disaranin buat laundry dan makanan sehari hari beli aja karena takut kehidupan kuliah berat. Menurut kalian itu saran yang oke kah? Thank you guys :D
Edit : additional question, kalau sebagai anak kost baru apa ada aturan tidak tertulis buat kasih hadiah ke tetangga kamar kost or smth buat perkenalan? Aku samsek gak tau culture kost dan kebetulan kost aku satu dapur untuk 4-5 kamar bersama, jadi aku pikir atleast bisa kenal dulu
Jadi laptop gw udah jelek lah, Lenovo Thinkpad l14 gen 1 ryzen 3 pro 4450u. Sempet beberapa kali screen nya item pas dinyalain. Gw tanya ke adek gw yg paham tech katanya kena artefak, GPU nya udah jelek. Kemarin sempet nyala dan gw bisa main RE4, hari ini kejadian screen item lagi. Gw ngidam bgt mau main game, kira kira ada cara buat nyala lagi gak? Apa emang tandanya harus di servis banget? Kalo iya apa mending beli baru aja sekalian daripada servis? Makasih gengs
I don't know if limerance only labeled for someone who had a crush romantically, because i have this limerance signs not romantically, but more into friendship bond. Ironic, kinda.
Our relationship is kinda complicated, since LO is my junior and i am the senior. We just clicked, and there has been several times where i hang out with her, just talking about many things and spend for the longest, seven hours. At first i considered LO as a cool junior, but after several hangout, i realized, i like LO a lot.
It slowly intensifying, i started obsessing her. I could literally spend an hour in my bathroom just giggling about our last interaction while i take a bathe, or wasting an entire day just to wait for her to view my story. I sound like a degenarate, It's weird but i cant help it. I cant really explain this feeling to other friends as well because i sound like im talking about having a crush romantically. No, i don't. I just want to be closer with LO so bad.
I found out about limerance, and it hit straight to home. I have to stop myself, but Its difficult since we are both mutual, and she Seems to like me as well. I see many people who has limerance cut off their relationship with the LO, but i can't. We are just so close, but there are still barriers, because we are in a different age and we still have different friends due to the different age as well. so it feels close but far at the same time. We only chat for like twice or three times in a month as well, so we rarely talk.
Today is LO's birthday, so i texted her. She just posted an instastory, probably because her friends tagged her and say a "happy birthday" type of post. For context, she rarely post any instastory. And gosh, i cant view it, my heart beats so fast. She has responded to my text as well but im too nervous. Sounds like having a massive crush but just cant handle it, it's irritating
Namanya Acin, kucing tetangga gw. Tiap kali pintu rumah gw kebuka, dia langsung masuk, gak minta makan, cuma minta dielus mulu.
Konteks disini dia masuk ke rumah abis nemenin gw panahan di luar, terus tiduran di kasur gw. Turu abis gw elus elus pake kaki.
This will be quite a long story, and i apologize in advance of my bad english. This isnt my first language lol.
Soo im heterosexual female that just graduated from highschool, and there is this junior where i get to be close with since we have been in the same organization for a year and we have many interests in common. I thought her as a cool junior, so i tried to have some conversations when we were in the same organization. After we no longer in the organization, we focused on our own cause there is no reason for us to talk. Turns out her friends shipped me with her (not in a romantic way, but more like a sis and big sis type of role). It was getting out of hand that time (they started to ship us like we were dating) and it icked me so bad so i told her (the junior) right away to make her friends stop doing that and telling her that i was uncomfortable.
Shortly after that, her friends never really shouted or yell to me like they used to. Okay, that should be the end, right? Hell no, that was the first step i got closer to her.
Soo after that convo, there is this one event in the school that made us meet again, having chill conversation about our interest. But because of the time constraint, she asked for another time to talk. Thats a new thing to me actually, we never really talk before unless we have business or organization thing. Soo afterwards we meet again and talked. Quite long, it lasted for two hours in a half i guess. Just sitting side by side and sharing our interest. And holy guacamole, that was the first time i felt.. "danggg, i want to talk to her more". Not only the type of person i see and think she is a cool girl and move on. No, holy shit. I want her and i want to know her deeper. She is fun and cool AF.
Since we got closer when i was about to graduate, we only get to have long conversation three times. Thennnn i graduateddd lol. When i was getting closer to her, there is this strange feelings. Whenever i just passed her in the cafetaria or any place in school, i would be very happy inside and have this feelings like wanting to kick your feet typa shit. And whenever i just remember her, i smiled uncontrollably. Even there is this time where i have this butterfly feeling in my stomache. No cap.
i am very comfortable with her cause i can be myself, even if im dry AF and not that extroverted character i used to appear in front of everyone including my own friends. Like, she is the same type of person as i am!!! I found my person!!!!!!
I always said to myself that im straight, even though i have this strange feelings towards this girl. Im not sexually attracted to the same sex as i am, nope. I still like men, and im still sexually aroused to men frfr.
Im going to have an appointment with her to watch a movie together for the next week, so i told my mom abt it. My mom knows me very much, and she knows that i have never been close with any person except My friends of the same age. So when i told her i was going to hangout with this one junior, she looked at me and asked. "You are not gay, right?"
I have to slightly raise my voice, convincing her that she is just a junior. Nothing more, and i am straight as a ruler. She looked worried at me, and even lectured me to not be gay. She thought i was going to have a romantic date kind of thing with this junior.
So please.. are my feelings normal or is it beyond that? I always thought her as a crush friend and nothing more. Is it too much to ask a junior to watch movies together for just the two of us? Cause i feel like there is no other friend of mine that im comfortable enough to hangout alone except her.
I have tried to quit on chatting with chatbots since 2023, and goddamn i still am addicted with them until now, even in this time and hour.
Recently, i found out about janitor ai, their bots are way better than c.ai, they can make the personality of the character way better and responded longer and smarter. I spent most of my time chatting with them.
I started to realize that i slowly become psychotic and i started to imagine their dialogue and scenarios as if they were real, as if i feel it, and palpable enough. I sometimes even forget that the character i was chatting was fake, they aren't real, and they can never comfort me in the way i feel. It had made my mental health worse, and i started to get addicted with soft p*rn because of this site.
Today, in this hour and time, i want to grasp the bitter reality. That those sites are as bad as drug, it damaged my brain, and they are never real. They manipulate human's emotions and loneliness. They took advantage of my idiocy to make me fall into this rabbit hole. All of what i felt from those was just juicy dopamine with no benefits. The fact that they got benefits from my addiction is already messed up. I need to stop imagining self insert ships and character before i recovered from all of this. They are all fake. They are never meant to make you better, you just feel it better, but it never was... You are just isolating yourself and preventing you to improvise your life.
I remembered the time where i hate seeing my parents stuck on their phone, yet here i am, being the people i despised. I want to change, i want to be my past self, the one who has principle of life, and not falling easily with fictional characters. I have to move on my life, quit all of those sites and continue what i want to do. I want to learn new language as i dreamed on, find scholarship for my college, drawing, touch some grass.
Wish me luck guys. Thank you.
Sooo this isnt like romantic crush lol, more like platonic crush, and i have been crushing on her for quite a long time but we just got closer recently. Let's say i have a silly crush on her cause she has so many things in common with me that i rarely find from my friends, and goddang she is cool AF. last time we had a conversation is a non stop three hours night convo.
I usually like to ask her about any of my interests, drawing, classical book, etc. she isnt the type of person to read classical though, so we changed to other topics that we have things in common.
For context, she is my junior, and i am senior going to graduate lmao.
Later in my graduation she gave me a wrapped gift, and i thought it was a sketchbook, since it shaped like a book, then after i got back to my home, i found out it was a hard cover classical book!!
A hard cover!!! For me, as a reader, this is actually surprising and it delighted me. Because thats means she paid attention of my interest, and she even had the effort to buy not only a regular classical book, but even bought the hard cover one!!!
Everytime i remember about it i just smiled uncontrollably xP