just tried matcha!

just tried matcha!

got a regular matcha with oat milk and honestly it isn't bad at all (coming from someone who drinks matcha regularly) - this one definetly lacks sweetness so i'd try the vanilla cold foam one next time but i'm surprised it's not bad.

if you don't drink matcha this won't be for you... and if you do... it's not too bad, i feel like it lacks the actual taste of matcha (i'm assuming the powder probably isn't real or good quality??)

mind you the powder was barely mixed i had to mix it up with a straw but overall i'm surprised at its decency... HOWEVER, i have no idea why my stomach has been hurting since i had this... matcha never gives me stomach aches...? 🤨

7/10 from me, would try again in vanilla 👍🏼

u/inthewallsofmyheart — 6 hours ago

where do i buy affordable eyeshadow?

as the title says - I LITERALLY CANNOT FIND ANY AFFORDABLE AND GOOD QUALITY EYESHADOW ANYWHERE... they're all sold out of the morphe palettes at sephoras, colourpop won't ship here unless i spend $80+ and amazon palettes' quality wasn't that nice.... unless you know any amazon ones that actually were of good quality - i'm open to recs!

i'm looking for something that isn't too high end on price but is of decent quality - would love neutral/smoky palette recs as well as colored/metallic palettes, please and thank you

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u/inthewallsofmyheart — 7 hours ago

i feel so lonely, how does it ever get better?

i just got diagnosed with bipolar 2 a few months ago, i had a hypomanic episode with some psychotic features that lasted from february but died off in june and i've been in deep depression ever since.

during that manic episode i had so many friendships, so many to the point where it drained me... i knew hundreds of people literally, most of which that were never good for me.

the last depressive episode i had before this one was around almost all of 2025 and i feel like i'm back at that point again it is so unbearable. despite having so many hobbies they never fill that void up for human connection, i have zero friends left now and my family isn't supportive about my situation in fact they worsen it.

i have been taking summer classes at uni but even there.... there's nobody. my days are spent in hours of loneliness, even when i sit in spaces where there are people i feel lonelier because i'm surrounded by so many people and still feel alone. i spend most of my days crying for hours, i can't even leave the house except with the excuse of classes because of my parents so i can't even join clubs or extracurriculars.

i can go on and on about how horrible this feeling is but it is so unbearable to live so alone every day and i don't know how to break the loop. i've tried 4 medications in the last few months and they've been giving me miserable side effects as well and the only therapist i could afford in town feels useless too..

i know its a matter of patiences but i swear to god, i genuinely cannot live like this... what do i do

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u/inthewallsofmyheart — 17 days ago

need someone to talk to - my heart feels heavy

20F here - i'm trying to stay alive at work right now but there's so much on my mind... and so much damn loneliness... i could really use a kind soul/ear to vent to for a while - open to a long term friendship too if it works out xx

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u/inthewallsofmyheart — 22 days ago

[L] want to talk to someone until i fall asleep

like the title says
i hope i can find someone i can talk to until i fall asleep
i hurt myself bad today after a long depression spiral
much appreciated xx

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u/inthewallsofmyheart — 27 days ago
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20 [F4A] Toronto - Looking for a friendship and some fun!

hello!!! looking for some company - would love to keep it in-person but online works too. i'm more into phone calls than texting so hoping for the same - someone who is comfy on the phone :)

would love to look into a female friendship but male friends are fine too in fact fwb is on the table as well for male friendships so feel free to reach out regardless! i'm muslim and a muslim friend would be amazing as we can relate better but i am open to all!!! it would be best if you're nearby as i'm near toronto so we can meet in-person.

feel free to reach out if you're interested, would love to get to know eachother!

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u/inthewallsofmyheart — 2 months ago