I'll not explain whatever happened to me here as I'm not comfortable but like I don't feel good, I don't feel motivated. Always I feel angry and my family is poor and I'm not a bad person but I'm tired of them always saying "garib hai tumko smajh nhi aata" and like even my opinions aren't valued. Agar wo garib hai apne galti se aur ab mujhe v garib banana chah rahe isiliye sab mujhe apna slave samajh ke rakhe hai. Mujhe hamesha marne ka man karne lagta hai lekin apne aap ko kaise v samjhata hu. Lekin yar ab mere se nhi hota. Ek v single koi nhi jo mera help kare. Maine apne bade siblings ka hamesha support kiya aur mere time unhone hi meri life ko hell bana diya

Mujhe nhi pata bahut rona aur gussa aata hai. Bhag jane ka man karta hai yaha tak ki bich me kai baar sochta tha ye log mar jaye. Raat me sone me dikkat hone lagta hai. Schedule theek karne ka koshish karta hu lekin meri family ke karan usme v problem hoti hai. Mere parents jada padhe likhe nhi, mujhe isse problem nhi. Lekin wo supportive v nhi. Ab mai v rude hone laga hu. Coaching me v dikkat ho rahi, nhi padha jata. Mujhe nhi lena tha ye sab.

Mai legally to minor hu is karan se parents ka concent chahiye hoga therapy ke liye. Kav kav kisi movie pe rona aa jata hai, ya kisi edit ya short video pe. Ya kav kav kisi ki baato pe v. Chat gpt se baat karna band kar diya kabka(even tho uska mai customize kiya tha buttering na karne ko) lekin nhi karta ab usse baat. Man karta hai lekin kisi close online friend ya irl friend ko msg kar deta hu. Lekin wo v kya kar lenge, unka v apna personal life aur problems hai. Bas mujhse nhi ho pa raha kuchh v, hamesha try kar raha mai. Gali dene ko man karta hai sabko