u/jao_vitu_bunitu

Isso tem me perturbado sempre que eu vejo a imagem. É impossível eu nao enxergar azul e preto, de qualquer forma que eu olhe. Parei pra me perguntar se não é só um gaslight em massa, e eu to caindo nele desde 2011.

I bought a ton of their books on amazon, but was thinking about using calibre to make personal copies of the books in case something happens to my account or something. And i don't know if GoM condemns it or if it will impact me negatively. Making copies is against amazon's policy but at the same time i paid for the books and GoM received their money. I feel in some kind of grey area.

Im kinda mad right now because i've been practicing for months always banishing daily and before spellwork, but im sick of contradictory information regarding this ritual. Some people say it enhances spellwork and rituals, some say ot negates what you just did, some say it will cancel ongoing long term spells if they are not anchored to talismans, some say it only clears unwanted cache. Everyone says a different thing about this practice. Now i have no idea what im banishing anymore, i have no idea if im canceling my magick works or enhancing them anymore.

I am trying to improve feeling emotions. i keep thinking that gallery of magick uses feelings as a basis for all their magick... i was used to the chaoist approplach of gnosis and didnt have much problem with that, but after buying and reading and performing GoM rituals it snapped for me that feelings should indeed be more powerful than dry gnosis alone. Im talimg abiut the feeling of already having the thing the ritual is aimed to, or the feeling of contemplating what lacks in my life. The problem is, im not very emotional, most of the time i feel neutral, even when i get feelings inreally want, i try really hard to emulate feelings of accomplishment when doing the magick though. Are there any tips on how to approach this? Alternative ways? Ways to improve my perception of feelings? Every tip is welcome.

I mean not thronefall because i want specifically to collect resources and step on the squares to build and upgrade things on the go, like those fake ads.

I've been lurking in a lot of subreddits about magick practice for some time and when i read the stories it gives the impression most people just started doing magick casually and in their first day they were able to see results from sigils, servitors, calling spirits, gods and all that stuff. Lets be for real here, how long did it take actually? How many days practicing focus, meditation, intention, imagination, doing energy rituals... How hard was your work to actually start seeing tangible fruits from your magick work?

I'm relatively new to practicing magick and would like to know what i might be doing wrong, how to correct it or if it's normal. As most people i started with basic hygiene with the lesser banishing ritual, i later incorporated middle pillar in my routine and went to make sigils. I was pretty normal until i decided to make my first servitor. I felt tired the day after (i made it at night) and i felt the necessity to have a second servitor for personal reasons, i made it yesterday and right after i made it i was extremmely fatigated like i would collapse my muscles were aching like i was sick. I laid in bed and passed out until today, today im feeling better but not 100% yet, maybe 80%. Im using whim hoff breathing to induce gnosis during my work as it works like a charm every time, but it never made me tired, on the contrary. Im banishing before i start and after i finish.