u/johnana12

So I've had a period with a narcissistic sibling .

It came as a surprise attack . Problem is I have become bitter and pesimistic. Did they dim my light? Or did I have these negative behaviours buried underneath?

In our culture you are naturally brought up seeking validation and seeking approval and consultation from parents. So I am also not a very independent person. Aware and trying to overcome it .

Any insight is welcome and appreciated 🙏

Hey yall I have 6 7 months background in mig welding abroad , I came to Australia last year . Had an opportunity cutting and hammering for a welder 1 day it was satisfying work hitting metal with hammer. I was wondering what fields you could dive into if hammering metal is satisfying. I googled but didn't have any finds with this specific idea

Still when I meet people they try to compete with me. Some close family try to bring the animal I tamed out of me . Some have the audacity to make decision for me and I try to handle it without any argument as possible and just show boundaries .

In society I talk about my ambitions people get insecure so I don't talk about it. Some are insecure by my looks. These are things that I see are natural why am I surrounded by the situations that wanna get on my nerves and piss me off. I am never arrogant around people (atleast I think I am not).

And for success and manifestation you need to be delusional on the inside . But is the outside world trying to punish me for this? I am not sure

Any insights guys?

Recently feel like I get punished for my empathy toward others . And it kind of makes sense that we have to let everyone go through with their own karma.

But for a person who's whole life existence was around being for others . Now with having boundaries and limiting access I feel I am safe but the air feels heavy to me.

Any insights?

So sometimes I just close my eyes laying down and go in a deep bliss and I realise thoughts are gone.I love the feeling of just not knowing where you are. But it always ends with falling asleep after 30 minutes or an hour . Has anyone done such a thing for hours without falling asleep? If yes how so? 🙏

Could be in business too , who you do business with that gives you a sense of stability

So I was in this unfamiliar place and there was this big couch with a gray cat on it. I sat somewhere and after sometime I got up and saw the cat was sleeping underneath all along. I replaced the cat and I sat again. After some time again when I got up the cat was sleeping underneath me. I put the cat next to me and I thought it was dead because it was not showing movement. Then I saw it move it's hand I knew it isn't dead. And it was healthy.

What does a cat sleeping underneath mean?

Still doesn't feel calm as expexted.

Asked AI tho it said for april Taureans should be calm

But for may Taureans it takes to July-August to feel it.

Hope we don't keep getting postponed 😄

Hi guys it's my first time posting on here , I was born on 21st of may. Astrological videos I watch also I don't really have anything in common or any gemini traits. Prediction videos I watch I see alot of things resonate with my life as a Taurus .

I like stability , luxury, I enjoy food. Loyalty and character is my red line and I'm stubborn af . I like to know people's opinions here.