Attatchement aano enth thengayano enn arinjuda issues
I used to be in a rs with this senior of mine back in 2023. The rs only lasted for a month, but we kept in touch for another year(situationship). It was on and off for about 2 years. In early 2025 the guy got into a rs with someone, right after I put massive efforts for idk why( gifted him a carefully curated romantic ahh playlist for his birthday, posted a reel singing a yearning final boss paatt), and we stopped talking. Wished each other on our birthdays, and occasionally he used to come up with random ahh debate topics which would end up in minor fights cuz he is more right leaning and I go left. Avane kuttam parayaan pattula thett randuperdem bhaagath ondaayrnnu and it ended for the best!
Anyways, I moved on. Last year(academic2024-25) I had a crush on another senior from school. I have social anxiety and didn't have the dhairyam to talk to him. A year later this guy replied to one of my insta stories and we texted for a while, I deactivate my instagram account every now and then and except for that period we send each other reels and discuss. And we are good friends.
Initially we weren't comfortable with each other and we had that manass thorann samsaarikaan olla budhimutt but ippo both of us are doing good. And then gradually I kinda felt that he was putting way more effort in this friendship. And the things he did for me reminded me of my ex when we were in love and I freaked out. I am freaking out.
Idk ith enth kinda issue aanenn but I guess I'm that chooduvellathil veena poocha who's afraid of pacha vellam.
Enth cheyyo ntho😭