u/ketchuep

it goes like wa-wa-waaaaa-waaa-waaa-wawawa-waa-wawa-wawaaaa and i’ve looked through all the videos and i can’t find it. it’s usually played on its own during certain segments of the show without much if any backing track. i know Neil Sutherland is the artist but i can’t find the riff on spotify either. does anybody know where i can find it pleaaaaase. i think the riff is at the end of a song.

it goes like wa-wa-waaaaa-waaa-waaa-wawawa-waa-wawa-wawaaaa and i’ve looked through all the videos and i can’t find it. it’s usually played on its own during certain segments of the show without much if any backing track. i know Neil Sutherland is the artist but i can’t find the riff on spotify either. does anybody know where i can find it pleaaaaase. i think the riff is at the end of a song.

hey all,

so i am 23F and have BD with psychotic features + CPTSD. i am fully medicated and pretty stable right now.

some background:
i did four years of civil engineering while also working a student job as a lab assistant. after that i had a corporate office job that i hated and could barely manage to show up for. after that i did two more years of college but decided to stop and use the skills i have to put myself on the market.

i just scored a job at an architectural studio as a technical drafter/architects assistant. it is my dream job, there’s only 7 other people so communication is easy (i am also being assessed for ADHD + autism so my social skills/understanding isn’t great but i manage), and they are going to train me for six months first before giving me big projects. so they are willing to take their time with me.

what im trying to say is that it seems really good, and im happy to be able to make my own money finally, but im so scared ill fuck it up.

i really struggle with executive dysfunction when depressed and anhedonia even when euthymic. one of my AP’s also makes it 10000x worse if my dose it too high. but if it’s too low i lose my marbles. i’m well medicated now but on the depressed/dysphoric mixed side. i struggle with making and keeping a routine and sticking to it. so i was wondering what have your tricks been to get you through the work week?

i’m pretty sure im going to enjoy the job as CAD/drafting is something im skilled at and trained in and the people are so nice, so im hoping the enjoyment and rewarding feeling of the work will also help with motivation. but i just have days where i literally am glued to my bed. its awful. my sleep is also all over the place, though im taking that wayyyy more seriously starting monday (im signing the contract monday and start tuesday).

so yeah just wanted to hear what y’all’s experiences/tips/tricks/hacks/etc are!!