u/klocki12

Genre: Incremental
Just found this on the incremental subreddit posted a day ago

Hi ,
I have since 18 years now emotional numbness from acute and longterm stress/traumas.

Tried se, grounding , vagus nerve exercises breathwork and many more things and nothing really helps.

Psychedelics helps temporarly but thats it.

Any ideas what to do?

Thanks

Hello , i read somewhere in
This subreddit that someone said natalensis is not really called natalensis anymore or
Somethint not sure .

Or that there is a much better effecting shroom specie that is way better than natalensis..

🙏

I mainly used magic mushies for my chronic emotional numbness from stress in the the past. I want to start psych. Therapy again with a therapeut .

Mostly with closed eyes and have extreme discomfort but then catharsis like experience and the groundedness anc connectedness the last part of every trip. But then the next day emotionally numb again .

Maybe if i continue with this trip pattern i will habe longerlasting openness but what about natue trips and more positive emotions overall during psilo trip in nature for my chronic numbness. Should i do half of my future trip in nature or rather focus on the release sadness (that just comes up without any reason during psilo closed eyes).

Thx 🙏

Im looking for more insights (posted similar thread few days ago).

Suffer decades from chronic emotional numbness from stress (acute and longterm) .

Psilocybin opens me up, i can feel my soul again ,
My emotional body.
I tripped years ago about 6-7 times and everytime was heavy body load at first and restlessness and emotional shittyness/discomfort then heavy crying then grounded and happy.

But the next day or even the same evening i fall back into emotinal numbness again.

At one point i actually felt for a whole week after the trip the enviroment i saw and have been in in an emotional sense , and colors were a bit vibrant, then numb .

I havent touched psychedelics since years because it is heavy emotional work each trip ( maybe i should do them with opened eyes in the garden with friends and try opposite and have fun and connection to nature again also)

But does anybody think or had the experience that if i take this serious again and give it a longer go (release through crying ), that i can kickstart myself into feeling bit by bit a bit more and open up emotonally soberwise?
Also because im a heavy avoidant and procrastinator.

Thanks

Did your hair grow back to stage of pre kratom?