u/let_us_not-

I had a friend send an English version of one of the PDFs to me, but all the ones on the website are in Arabic. Does anyone know if the English versions are available, and where they might be found?

ODUS specifically, as well as the app and whatever else there might be. I'm a bit confused on how any of this works.

Is there an English version for it? I'm not very well versed in Arabic, and I couldn't really find an option to change the language anywhere. Is it only available in Arabic?

Assalamualaikum. I got my initial acceptance and now I have to fill in the application form to finalize my admission. I'm having some trouble filling it out though, since they ask for my A Level grades but those come out on the 11th. Should I just submit AS for now or wait?

I'm also not sure what I'm supposed to input where it asks for additional documents. Could someone help out?

There's endless wars, people are being slaughtered left and right, my country funds genocides against defenseless innocents and has no tolerance for minorities within the nation, our planet is on fucking fire and yet nothing we do as individuals will ever be enough to even slow it down let alone reverse it, the government is full of pedophilic murderers who'd do anything for more power and money, there's children dying everywhere.

I'm going to university studying a subject I don't care much for, and I'll spend the remainder of my life working a job I couldn't care less about.

My parents are homophobic, our country is homophobic, I don't know if I'll ever feel content with anything. I feel afraid all the time, I don't want to outlive the people I love.

The climate will get worse, more people will die, wars over resources and territories will only increase. The economy has gone to shit, having to find jobs and living off of the bare minimum will be another kind of hell entirely.

I'm not particularly close to anyone, I actively avoid making close friends because I'm so terrified of the idea that the people I love might die before I do, and I don't want to have too much to lose. I can't genuinely get myself to feel happy about anything because I already know what's coming.

Is this the kind of life I'm supposed to keep fighting for? The future seems bleak. I don't want to be here, I don't like being alive.

I'm just feeling frustrated these days. My parents will probably disown me if they find out I'm not into men, they say they're gonna start looking for a man for me to be with in 3-4 years. I love my parents, I don't wanna have to cut them off or anything.

I'm also just feeling a little dejected looking at the Quran and ahadith because it feels clear that people like us are to be condemned, but I honestly feel like I'd die if I had to be with a man. My friend has Muslim parents, she has a girlfriend, and they aren't accepting of it at all. She's worked so hard to find some happiness, it hurts seeing other Muslims reject us this way.

I just don't get it. I didn't choose to be this way. Why am I being condemned for something I can't control? A life of celibacy at times seems bearable, but there's days where I genuinely want nothing more than to get the chance to experience life with someone else.

My mental health isn't great, I struggle with suicidal ideation often and these days the thought of having to marry and have children only makes them worse. I don't know what to do, I feel angry.

Aside from the Akademiya, where would he usually be? I'm assuming he has housing somewhere obviously😭 I imagine it'd be somewhere away from the busier parts of the city, or maybe it'd be outside the city entirely? I was writing earlier and realized we don't actually know much about his life in Sumeru currently, so I'm wondering what everyone's hcs are.

Edit: I'm surprised at how many people like to think he stays in the sanctuary of surasthana ! Me personally, I like the idea of him living out in the woods somewhere, feels a little more fitting for the way I see him personally. Love and adore the mental image of him and Nahida sharing the space though.