u/littlestrawberz

hihi!! I'm an incoming 7th grader (I'm 13M, but old for my grade) and I was wondering if anyone wants to talk :3 anyone wanna be frens?

I grew up with the palace pets, and I really wish more people remembered them. I really want them to come back, and in all honesty im really mad they discontinued the franchise. they give me so much nostalgia. I really liked lily, treasure, beauty, pumpkin and slipper, and i still do.

do you guys remember them?

your little baby lamb needs you

he is scared

he wants his mommy

he's nervous

he is vulnerable

something is scaring him

but he can't say what

he's crying

he's wondering where his mommy is

he's terrified

he wants to beg for you

he wants you to find him

but his soft cries are not loud enough

he cannot be heard

he is weak

he is shaking

his innocence has been torn from him

he doesn't want to be left alone

he wants his mommy to stay with him

he doesn't want to go

please save him

he is in pain

he wants you to help him

he doesn't know what to say though

he's begging

he is bleeding

his little body hurts

he wants this to be over

he is disgusted

he is hurting

he is no longer your baby

he is still scared

he is still unable to get his mommy to hear him

he doesn't even know what he did wrong

maybe he didn't cry loud enough

maybe he should have told sooner

he is big now

big enough to defend himself

he doesn't need his mommy anymore

but inside he's still little

still begging

he cried and cried and cried

but he was not loud enough to be heard

I wrote this and I just started crying. the last part especially hurts. I'm just a little boy who was never heard. I miss the childhood I could have had but didn't. I needed protection. and what hurts more is if my mom had known, she would have helped me. but I couldn't tell her. i will forever wonder who I would have been if I was helped sooner.

I'm only thirteen, but everyone my age seems so much younger, so much stupider. they're all just in the beginning of their adolescence, but I for some reason feel like I'm "old" compared to them. I feel like they're so different than I am. and that's not to say I'm better. I'm not, really. I'm just a stupid teenage bitchboy who was forced to grow up way too quickly. I almost envy my peers, because it feels like they're still actually young, and I'm some creepy old man in a teenager's body. I just simply don't get to be young. I'm already past my prime. I'm getting old, like, old old.

but at the same time, they seem so much older. they don't like anything I like. no 13-year-old boy would be caught dead saying they like all the childish things I like. they left me behind. they're going to be going into high school not long from now, but inside I'm just a tiny little kid. the kid that the world hurt. the kid that experienced the horrors of the world far too young. I lost my innocence before I should've. I'm not sure when or if there's ever a time to become as ruined as I was, but it occurs at a much older age than early childhood.

I'm nobody, really. I'm too old, and too immature. I doubt I'll live to see fifteen, because seeing everyone grow up before me kills me, and I've been forced to act like an adult most of my life. I don't actually feel like an adult. I don't even know if I want to. but I'm made to pretend.

I'm old. I'm a whore. I'm used up, disgusting, and not worthy of protection. I'm nobody's little boy, like I wish I could be. I never will be. because I'm too big to be protected and cared about. nobody loves me

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I'm obsessed with palace pets, and i have been since i was a little kid. i really, really want palace pets toys n stuffies n clothes (i can fit in childrens clothes still) but idk where to find them since they're fairly obscure now!! does anyone know where to find palace pets merch? i also want palace pets stickers, bedsheets, curtains, posters, just about anything you can think of. I used to have a ton of palace pets merch but i "grew out of it" (or pretended to do so) about 7 years ago. I don't know if i still have it.

i have long (neck/shoulder length), messy, curly hair, and sometimes i hate it, because people think im a girl sometimes. I like it, but i really hate being misgendered. but today i feel like i look rly masc, long hair and all. and i love it, really.

i've been out for 3 years (i came out at 10, i'm 13 now) and i feel like im starting to pass more, even without t (which im expected to go on later this year). i feel so fucking unbelievably like myself right now. it's an amazing feeling.