u/mawmzee

My sweet girl Maggie, she just turned 14 in April. She has Osteo and very weak back legs… She has tremors. She’s on adequan and carprofen. She’s holding her own.

I pray to God that he takes her and I don’t have to make that horrible decision, again. I had to do this before with my 14 year-old precious poodle who got kidney failure. I don’t think I’ve ever gotten over having to do that to her. So now here we are with this one getting older and weaker and I guess my question is this: how do you acclimate yourself to the daily thoughts, the minute by minute thought that this could be her last day? I can’t go through every day of problems and sickness without thinking that the end is so close. I want to turn those dots off but they can be very intrusive. How do you deal with this? Thank you