I am the wrong type of ugly and it sucks

Obviously I'd prefer not to be ugly at all, but if I had to be then being disfigured is better. There may be some additional trauma but that's nothing I'm a stranger to. I would rather be disfigured ugly compared to regular ugly. At least then when you're made fun of, people are shamed for doing it. Jobs are still harder to get but at least you have a rightful case for discrimination. When you're just regular ugly life is fucking terrible. People always claim "looks don't matter, what's on the inside counts," etc but reality says otherwise. Unless you've had people point and laugh at you for existing. Seen the look of disappointment in someone's eyes upon seeing you in-person for the first time (job or online friend). Tried applying for jobs, having a good banter until a video call or in-person interview. I've applied for gigs where they needed someone to practice makeup on ghosted me after I showed my face. My hairstylist can't post my picture to her page because the comments just become an insult competition. Every time you wear something nice its "that outfit looks great" not "you look great." Fucking degenerate old men come up to me and think because I'm ugly I'm easy and will let anything touch me. You can have the same behavior as someone else, but because they don't look like shit you're a bitch and they're not. I'd rather get pity from being a burn victim than be treated like a leper and pariah simply because I have bad genes and my family is also ugly.

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u/mazzoluem — 4 days ago

Issues Utilizing Discord App Via Older iPhone

I have an iphone 7 plus. i cannot afford an upgrade. when I try to download discord it says i must have ios 18 or higher. is there anything I can do? I tried using discord in browser on safari and firefox but it won't work. I want to use discord on the go please

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u/mazzoluem — 15 days ago
▲ 4 r/hanoi

Any place for the homeless to receive free healthcare?

Title. There is an older homeless man who has no ID who I help out sometimes. He has a bad cut on his finger that has necrosis. He has no money and I am concerned about it spreading or becoming lethal.

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u/mazzoluem — 1 month ago
▲ 2 r/LFMMO

LFMMO I used to play nearly a decade ago

ETA: It's Neverwinter

It was DND inspired, you had to roll dice for your stats and there were different races like human, drow, dragonborn (you have to pay for), half-elf, orc, tiefling, etc. The main story was the same regardless of your race or class. The classes were assassin, warlock, priest, paladin. The graphics were pretty decent and iirc you didn't really make any alignment choices. People were also able to make their own dungeons with quests which really brought the game back to life. Max level was 60 then you overlevel.

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u/mazzoluem — 1 month ago

Seeking any deals/offers that will work in SEA

I am specifically in Vietnam. The fast food restaurants are: McDonalds, Starbucks, Dominos, Pizza Hut, Popeyes, and KFC. Anything helps as long as no purchase is necessary! Thank you. There is also GS25, Circle K, and 7/11 convenience stores. To my knowledge, these are the only food places near me that aren't VN exclusive.

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u/mazzoluem — 1 month ago

I feel defeated, and that I've lost my energy to fight back

I am currently homeless, and I have been (sexually) assaulted more during this period than I would have even guessed. I know it is about power, not attraction, but I thought me not being the beauty standard (fat and black in the skinniest SEA country) would have made me safer. I've been woken out of my sleep by people offering help, only to grope me and force themselves upon me. I've been woken up being fondled and pinched. I've had someone offer me the equivalent of 25 cents USD to have sex with me. i shove people away from me, move myself, scream. But I am so tired. It is exhausting. I even had CHILDREN throw piss on me while I slept after calling me a fat bitch. I feel so isolated with no women friends. Men can't understand how exhausting it is to exist as a woman and why I don't enjoy being alive (no reddit cares please, I am not trying to harm myself).

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u/mazzoluem — 1 month ago

Linux Help

EDIT: Solved thanks all

First time user here. Local library has Linux only. I tried downloading LibreOffice as a word replacement to fix up my resume but I am completely lost on what to do after. I opened the RPMs folder and there's no application just a bunch of folders that need to be extracted with various names. On the websites and README sections I see no mention of this so I don't know what to do. I have to use Libre Office as GoogleDocs fucks up my formatting completely.

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u/mazzoluem — 2 months ago