u/meg_mann

I have a hard time with just going out to do things by myself, which I actually did earlier in the week. I went to the first Jeopardy Bar League night at my local bar, which was really fun even if I didn’t have a group. I took myself to dinner last night, which I kinda wanted to sit at the bar but it looked dead. While my meal was good, when I got home my emotions just kinda came out again. I’m glad I’m doing these things but I feel like I’m failing if I don’t talk to anyone 😣 I know that I shouldn’t “search” for a boyfriend, but then I think if I don’t then nothing will happen. As a bigger girl it’s already harder to date in person, as people usually see my body type first. I’ve posted previously but just writing what’s on my mind currently.

I’ve been trying to break my cycle of just going to work and then going home. I ended an 8 month relationship here recently and I’m wanting to try and meet someone organically, but I feel like it’s a lot tougher than it used to be. That was also my first ever relationship at 25 years old. For context I’m a plus size girl who doesn’t always get romantic attention. I know not everything is about looks, but I feel like in a romantic sense it’s the first thing people think about me. I’m currently on a weight loss journey (10 pounds down already, so there’s that at least). Any advice or words of encouragement would be really appreciated!

I was contemplating whether I really wanted to break up with him, but I decided that our religious differences would likely become too much of an obstacle when it came to if we were to get married and have kids. Yeah, it seems really far ahead but I didn’t want to completely neglect that portion. I had a lot of tears last night and today, but think it’s what is best for me, as well as him. This was my first ever relationship (I’m 25 btw) and I think I learned a lot. I don’t regret any part of it, cause it allowed me to gain some real experience. Just feeling defeated as I’m starting over again with finding someone and already having a hard time with that as a bigger girl. Any words of encouragement or advice is appreciated. 🫶🏻

I was contemplating whether I really wanted to break up with him, but I decided that our religious differences would likely become too much of an obstacle when it came to if we were to get married and have kids. Yeah, it seems really far ahead but I didn’t want to completely neglect that portion. I had a lot of tears last night and today, but think it’s what is best for me, as well as him. This was my first ever relationship (I’m 25 btw) and I think I learned a lot. I don’t regret any part of it, cause it allowed me to gain some real experience. Just feeling defeated as I’m starting over again with finding someone and already having a hard time with that as a bigger girl. Any words of encouragement or advice is appreciated. 🫶🏻

I was contemplating whether I really wanted to break up with him, but I decided that our religious differences would likely become too much of an obstacle when it came to if we were to get married and have kids. Yeah, it seems really far ahead but I didn’t want to completely neglect that portion. I had a lot of tears last night and today, but think it’s what is best for me, as well as him. This was my first ever relationship (I’m 25 btw) and I think I learned a lot. I don’t regret any part of it, cause it allowed me to gain some real experience. Just feeling defeated as I’m starting over again with finding someone and already having a hard time with that as a bigger girl. Any words of encouragement or advice is appreciated. 🫶🏻

Been on the Wegovy pill for a month now and my period finally started this morning! Almost a year with no periods and I can’t believe it actually came. 🥺 Definitely plan on continuing it.