u/melinastan

Do you believe if two people are truly meant to be together by god (or whatever you believe in) or the universe they would find their way back to each other no matter how long of time has passed? I feel like it gives false hope. But curious on other peoples thoughts on it.

I’m not expecting a response from him. Because he went no contact. But I’ve been feeling really down these past couple days. And I felt like if I could get off my chest everything I’m truly feeling. It could help me move on. Has his happened for anyone? I do feel lighter already. Because I was pushing everything down that I was feeling. Now I feel like it’s truly out there in the world.

Does the obsessing and ruminating ever end? I’m a month out after my relationship of 7 years ended. He ended things. I think about it everyday the second I wake up until I go to bed at night. I even dream about it. I can’t stop wondering why? How? We loved each other more than anything for 7 years. We were each others everything. And he dropped me like I was never anything to him. What’s worse is he’s already moving on. He seems fine and happy. Meanwhile I’m struggling to just get through my days. I’m so heartbroken like a piece of me is gone and dead forever. He always promised we were going to grow old together. But changed his mind on a dime. I can’t stop thinking about our memories together. He treated me really bad during and after our breakup. But even then I can’t help but still care. I’m so scared I’ll always feel like this