u/naamhai1313

And when it’s over,
Where do i put the love?

Finally!! After everything i have gone through i lost myself, my spark, my self love… but now i can see it coming back… feels so good
& i promise to myself i won’t let this go ever😭

Finally!! After everything i have gone through i lost myself, my spark, my self love… but now i can see it coming back… feels so good
& i promise to myself i won’t let this go ever😭

**Is it just me or does anyone else feel this way?**
Pata hai aaj kya hua office mein… one of my colleagues irritated me *so* much. Like, she’s been testing my patience for a while now.
The thing is, I can get angry in the moment. I can even be a little rude or blunt if someone keeps pushing my buttons. But the problem is, my anger is so temporary. The moment that conversation ends, I start feeling guilty. I start thinking, “Maybe I was too harsh.” The next day I behave normally again.
And then… she does the exact same thing😭
It’s not like I randomly pick on people. I genuinely give people chances, I explain things patiently, I try to be nice. But this colleague is honestly so annoying, has almost zero knowledge, doesn’t seem to learn, and keeps making the same mistakes. After a point, I lose it.
But even when I’m justified, I end up feeling like *I’m* the bad person. Like, am I bullying her? Did I overreact? Should I have handled it differently?
It’s such a weird cycle:
She annoys me, I get angry, I snap, I immediately feel guilty, I forgive, Repeat.
Please tell me I’m not the only one who feels like this😅 Does anyone else struggle with feeling guilty even when the other person is clearly testing your patience? How do you deal with it?