I am in a bipolar depressive episode and having suicidal thoughts. I am on the list for a crisis house and might get a bed next week. I dont feel i can wait this long, i feel like i cannot keep myself safe anymore. It gets worse every hour. Should i go to a&e? Call 111? What options do i have?
Disclaimer - not in imminent risk of harm
The tank will weigh approx 125kg when full.
Tried methylphenidate at all doses, then switched onto Elvanse and now I have exactly the same problem. I also have bipolar disorder so I don’t know if this is playing apart. But I feel like a robotic numb zombie just obsessed with completing task by task. I go out with my friends or my boyfriend and I feel like I have literally nothing to say - my brain feels like it is full of slurry. I can’t think of anything to bring up . My sense of humour and zest and general randomness and silliness has just gone. Yes, I’m more focused and more productive, but I don’t feel happy. I am also feeling extremely anxious but it’s like I can’t express any emotion. My voice is flat, my face is expressionless and I certainly would not be able to cry. Is this normal?
Its a 4 year old 25 gallon tall and hasnt been used in 2 years. Looks good condition from the pics. Is this safe?