u/radiotoxin

This is the first time I am reading dostoevsky, and I thought I should start from notes from underground. And I am relating way too much from him. The overthinking is getting worse after reading it. I am on chapter 3 of part 2, and everything thing he yapped about in 1st part and up until now is making too much sense. I wanna disagree with him, but as I keep reading, I am slowly realizing that I have been an underground man. I dont go outside much. I dont consider myself an introvert, but maybe part of me is just sick of people outside. The purpose of my post is to find out if this is normal? Did you also feel like you're an underground man? Is something wrong with me to relate to him, and does something need to be changed? Because I dont wanna wake up one day at 40 and feel as miserable as him. And as I keep relating with his words with each page, I turn the fear of becoming him at 40 keeps growing.

I said what I said. There are no regulations or food safety in nagpur. There are no price regulations either. They are literally charging 3 times for anything literally. Every time I went to wardha Road restaurants, i was disappointed and caught food poisoning the next morning. And to think about it i think this is same in everywhere in nagpur apart from like 2-3 places. Compared to other cities, nagpur sucks even in food.

For example like ash would a badge from every gym he defeated and walked around with all the batches we won in his jacket showing every one off. I wish we could get something like that and like a metal badge or an action figure or something. So I could tell people an elden lord is in the room with you.