u/randomsguy

In the new hale ce. Do anyone have screenshots of the all the flood type from the front, side and back view? Or know a video that show it. Send it to me or post it here I would love to see them. Hd please.

I'm in Glendale Arizona. I had a psychiatrist but the building shut down because of lack of funding and help for the company. i need help i called multiple psychiatrist places in my area and found no help. How do i get help and find a psychiatrist that will help me. I'm on ahccc, most of ahccc specialize in kids. Here the numbers i called that couldnt help me. I really need help and i cant find help. I called 14 psychiatrist places they said they cant see me. reasons: we dont take your insurance, only see kids, only take smi etc.

Something just click and i realize my parents seriously didn't care about me. To keep it short I'm noticing a lot of the abuse that is happening to me right now and in my child hood. i was anorexic while all my family member where healthy weight or obese. I was under 5 feet my entire life, 90 pounds. My parents was 5'7 mom, 6'2 dad, 5'7 sister, 6ft brother. I was starved and messed treated. I was given pediasure drinks because i was anorexic by doctors. pediasure drinks is milk that suppose to help you gain weight. i didn't grow to my max height. I was underweight all my life. i was given growth shot to help but it didn't do much. i was laughed at and mocked by my parents because of my weight problems. They where starving me for days and didn't care to give me food. they ate the food and didn't even tell me they made food. then blamed me for not eating. I was given pediasure drinks by doctors to gain weight but i am just finding out at 28 years old that i am lactose intolerant. I was given drank pediasure drinks every day for breakfast, lunch and dinner. while never given real foods. i had diarrhea everyday, was light headed all the time. my stomach always hurt. I was never able to gain weight. My parents never cared at all to figure out why my drinks gave me diarrhea and caused me problems. They always just told me and doctor that i always had diarrhea and kept giving me pediasure drinks everyday. It would have been easy to figure out I'm lactose intolerant if my parent actually cared about me. But nope they gave me it to me all through my entire childhood. Gaslight and lied to me and doctors about it saying their nothing wrong with me. I found out I'm lacotose intolerant because i google why my protein, weight gain shake was giving me diarrhea. people on the internet reported the same thing and they told them they might be lactose intolerant. and that's how i found out and my parent didn't care to find out and kept giving me those milk to drink. I tried to keep this short but looks like i didn't. I always wanted to add I'm pretty sure i was SA'd multiple time although my childhood. By my parents. I'm still trying to remember it by it still a blur.

You know how you can feel the energy shift in an abuse household. it goes from peace to chaos. I can feel it and my mom already slowly going into the mood by suddenly doing thing that shows it. she already blowing up on us again and yelling about how her kids do nothing but live off of her. I'm going to college right now and she said i can stay here until then but i think it ending. She did this the first time when i was in college when i was in my early. it was my last year at my university, then she said she tired of this " disrespect " I'm tired of everyone living off her. even tho i was giving her 700 dollars when i lived their at 18-22 years old when i was at college. she doing all of this again. this time i had cancer so i couldn't work until now, she told me not to worry about paying her or getting a job since i was sick. Just assume I'm going to be homeless within the next 30 days. how do i go about it. i don't have a job or a family member to live with. literally all my family members died or moved out of state. I have a dog, a car and thats it.