u/redhead0-

Hey girls! I need some advice on something, preferably from someone older and wiser.
Thank youuu!

Title.

What’s something productive i can do that’s not studying?

I have a few questions

I have no one to tell that I’m afraid.
I’m turning 25, and I still don’t understand how time passed so quickly.

No matter how much time passes, a part of me still feels like that quiet, lonely girl from seventh grade.

Lately, I’ve been feeling so nostalgic not because I want to go back to a certain place or even a certain time, but because I miss a feeling.
I miss what it felt like to be a kid, when everything was exciting, new, and simple. I miss being 15.

I miss believing that life would eventually make sense.
I miss having a best friend, the kind where you’re each other’s person. Somewhere along the way, that kind of friendship seemed to disappear in my twenties.

I think I have always been searching for a place where I truly belong. Maybe that’s why losing parts of myself along the way feels so painful.

And maybe that’s why, whenever the topic of wasted potential because of mental health comes up, I genuinely have to leave the room.
Maybe it hurts because I can’t help wondering who I could have been if my mind had been a little kinder to me.

I think all this yearning leads me back to the same place.
the loneliness I felt as a child.

It’s 5:00 PM.

The weather feels as heavy as I do.
Twelve hours ago, I was awake during a depressive episode, and now I’m here again, not knowing what to do. How do you survive these sudden waves of depression?

And yess my words are messy and don’t make much sense
Actually it’s 5:31

ازا كان الماستر والوظيفة مع بعض مو زابطين،اي خيار بتشوفوا أولى؟اقدم ماستر ولا الوظيفة؟ اليوم اخر يوم عشان اقرر، انقبلت بالوظيفة الحمدلله، الماستر كمان شهر رح اقدم…

بس بنات فرصتي احسن بالمكان يلي رح ادرس فيه الماستر و خايفة اندم، اهلي بحكولي القرار الك والطريقين مناح، بس أنا عارفة ازا توضفت مارح اقدر ادرس ، لانه أنا ساكنة ب مكان وال وضيفة مكان تاني والماستر محافضة تالتة🫠
ياريت يلي عندها نصيحة او تجربة تحكيلي لانه ما عندي وقت كتير

I have been feeling really down and quite lost lately, i don’t usually talk to my friends about what I’m going through. Do you have any advice on how to cope with these feelings? What kinds of activities or hobbies could help me feel better and get my mind off things?