Dean w/ false memories
Does anybody have fic or meta analysis recommendations that extrapolate or expand on Dean giving himself false memories to cope?
In 8x7, we see that Dean had created an entire fake memory of failing to rescue Cas from Purgatory, blaming himself for the failure. Rather, Castiel had pushed Dean away, which Dean clearly couldn't accept as reality.
If folks have fic recs on the topic of Dean creating false narratives to the point he literally doesn't remember reality (of any genre), or meta analysis, I'd love to read it!