u/saanniiee

I went to this awesome book store and I felt like an idiot.

I dont like reading honestly but being there was pleasantly nice. I want to read something, like comics n stuff. Good ones please.

Don't recommend cliche books like it ends with us or anything like that. But actual good books that I could learn from, like political science or economics. Something that is fun to learn, like educational. Im open to history, politics, psychology.

I am religious, but recently some questions arose and ive started to ponder on them.

In many religions, it says that your life has already been decided by God and that your death is confirmed, so does it mean that people who die from murder has been pre-decided as their cause of death by God?

Because there was this case, a young girl was abducted. Her parents prayed to God. Alot. And she was later found trashed after being gra*ed. I mean, why?

Don't get me wrong, I love my God and God has protected me all the time. Bur whenever I think about her, I cant help but think why?

Broo There are fairy lights everywhere, flags, bajjas MAN ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND some kids are running in the street with bajjas, should I join em? Plus we having a neighbourhood dinner and every uncle debating on politics. Aunties with the green and white fits, face painting, bajjas, I honestly dont remember 14 August being this great, well not till 4 grade.

Wish you all the best and have fun.

Im 16F and its this unsettling and uneasy feeling rooted deep into my heart. Its been like this for months now and im really growing tired of it. I've started to fear everything alot now, even started to lose hair alot. I've started to get bald spots, I didnt even notice until one day I was oiling my hair.

Anyways, when sonething new happens or I think about the future my heart starts beating like crazy. Ik its anxiety but it cant be this much now can it? I mean I barely reguster a thought to do something that may be slightly out of my comfort zone and I get all overwhelmed. I used to be the most confident person in a room, I dont want to be confined to my mental health.

I really want to get better. What do I do?

Im 16F and its this unsettling and uneasy feeling rooted deep into my heart. Its been like this for months now and im really growing tired of it. I've started to fear everything alot now, even started to lose hair alot. I've started to get bald spots, I didnt even notice until one day I was oiling my hair.

Anyways, when sonething new happens or I think about the future my heart starts beating like crazy. Ik its anxiety but it cant be this much now can it? I mean I barely reguster a thought to do something that may be slightly out of my comfort zone and I get all overwhelmed. I used to be the most confident person in a room, I dont want to be confined to my mental health.

I really want to get better. What do I do?

Im 16 (F) in high-school. It started off as something small like I didnt feel any difference if I were standing in my room or in the middle of the road. I ignored it. Years passed and now I feel like im literally nothing. It scares me, alot. Yesterday, I went to see one of the most beautiful movies ever. People online made edits of it feeling the anguishing pain and beauty explained in it. The thing is, I didnt feel anything while watching it. I have stopped taking things to heart and it sucks. We're alive to feel. And here I hope for one day to magically start to feel things again.

I've tried grounding, not thinking about it, hobbies, doesn't work. Its still that hollow feeling within me not letting me enjoy anything.

I dont want to live like this but I just have this crazy sense in me that it'll pass so I dont stop and sit to let the hollowness engulf me, but at the end of the day. I still feel nothing.

And I believe feeling something is one of the most beautiful parts of life and that I hope so ill get better. So to all of you out there, cherish your life. The little moments. Feel them like how water feels on your skin. Like how when you lay on the ground you. Like how when you get soaked in the rain or the sun kisses your skin.

Because ive stopped feeling like that for a long time. I hope to get better and to anyone out there experiencing the same thing like me. This world is a beautiful place to find ourselves, it will be great again.

Im 16 (F) in high-school. It started off as something small like I didnt feel any difference if I were standing in my room or in the middle of the road. I ignored it. Years passed and now I feel like im literally nothing. It scares me, alot. Yesterday, I went to see one of the most beautiful movies ever. People online made edits of it feeling the anguishing pain and beauty explained in it. The thing is, I didnt feel anything while watching it. I have stopped taking things to heart and it sucks. We're alive to feel. And here I hope for one day to magically start to feel things again.

I've tried grounding, not thinking about it, hobbies, doesn't work. Its still that hollow feeling within me not letting me enjoy anything.

I dont want to live like this but I just have this crazy sense in me that it'll pass so I dont stop and sit to let the hollowness engulf me, but at the end of the day. I still feel nothing.

And I believe feeling something is one of the most beautiful parts of life and that I hope so ill get better. So to all of you out there, cherish your life. The little moments. Feel them like how water feels on your skin. Like how when you lay on the ground you. Like how when you get soaked in the rain or the sun kisses your skin.

Because ive stopped feeling like that for a long time. I hope to get better and to anyone out there experiencing the same thing like me. This world is a beautiful place to find ourselves, it will be great again.