u/saintajulia

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Hola! Quería saber si alguno conoce una canción de reaggeton del tipo en el que el autor cante sobre lo re enganchado mal que está de una mujer y como ella es una diosa o una en la que hable sobre lo hermosa que es una chica en particular, como Descontrol de daddy yankee o Diva Virtual de don omar

I (F18) currently live with my dad (M52), his gf (F50) and my little brother (M5).

I've been here for a month now, since I left behind the city I was living due to mental health, and they told me I was welcome but that I would have to adjust to them, I thought it wouldn't be a problem because I've had lived with them in the past and now that we're all adults we can get along. We can't.

My dads gf makes fun of me, picking fights over stupid shit she can just say straight to my face. Like if something bothers you, you can tell me, you are not s child you are a grown woman, why are you fighting with someone who's 20 years younger??

My dad says "it hurts him" when I tell him all the childish shit his gf does to me, saying "it doesn't bother me that much".

I can tolerate my little bro being a brat because HE'S A KID. I will not stand this 50 y/o childish bitch.

I told my dad that if she keeps doing this I'm going to start getting funny too, he said I won't because I'm more hurtful. I know I am. I can be more of a bitch she is, I can play this game better than them, I can unleash hell because I do not care about their feelings. I almost commited suicide a month ago and my dad chooses to forget that because god knows why and I will not going to allow them to be disrespectful with me.

You make fun of my self care? You try to win an argument using my relationship with my parents against me? You scream at me to humilliate me infront of a guest? You lie to me? You pretend to walk over me? I don't even know why she does this when she knows that if she bothers me I can be a nightmare, I did it when I was younger, why does she think I can't make her life miserable AGAIN?

I've been manifesting a SP for a month now, I'm tired of affirming and see no movement. I thought maybe if I detach it would move faster, but now i simply don't care anymore. It makes me sad not talking to him because I really want to talk with him, but I don't care anymore, I'm almost angry with the situation. Also, I recently found out I don't know which career follow and how and got really sad with this circumstamces. I don't think I want to put all my energy in SP, it makes me more sad.

Good luck everyone

I'm doubting about texting him about a movie we both going to like and saying "do you wanna watch it with me?" But IDKKKK IF HE'S GONNA SAY YES OH GOD I REALLY WANT TO PLEASE HELP WHTA DO I DO

I've been manifesting him for a month but nothing, and I really have the urge to text him about thisss, i know it's not going to ruin anything because circumstations don't matter butt likee😭😭😭

Voy a hacer brownies, y mi receta lleva 170 gramos de manteca. Estuve leyendo y vi a alguien decir que 5 gr mari x 80 gramos de manteca eran la clave. Saqué cuentas, eso serían 10 gramos para mis 170 de manteca y me parece muy excesivo.

Ustedes creen que 5 gramos para 170 alcanza? O cuál es la cantidad ideal?

Been doing self concept work, i've changed pretty much and learned how to regulate my nervous system, how to go on after triggers, how to not react. But there's something that makes me upset every time: my mom.

She's been the one feeding me insecure things since I was little, even if I wasn't insecure about that first, she found a way to make me insecure about it. Example: I was a very social kid until she pull me out of first grade and put me in homeschool, denying me the proper socialization, and then it got worse when she told me "all the kids walk out school with their friends and you walk out alone, why cant you make friends? What's wrong with you?". Or call me a victim when I cry out of frustration.

And when I confronted her, years layer, saying that what she had told me over the years hurted me, she replied "that's all in your head, you're sick, I've never told you something like that". Even when I ask her to not tell me her opinion on things I DO, she STILL FINDS A WAY to let me know that I did everything wrong.

How can I stop reacting to her? What do I do? She's seriously the last straw of my old self and I don't know how to stop it.

I've been affirming "SP breaks no contacts because he loves me", not gonna change it, but i'm not a very present person on social media and I'm scared that when he sends me a message i'm not gonna be able to find out cause i don't check much my socials.

But just read someone said "even if communication cannals are not there, he's gonna find a way to contact you" and it fully calm me down.

I feel more relieved, wish yall luck on your affirmations!!💗💗

I don't know if I'm doing it right, like just confused.

I question myself with "how much do you gonna take SP?? i'm bored" while I live my life: I wake up, do my routine, excercise, hobbys, work in my self concept, etc.

I have a cicle of "can you already show up??" following a "no, you already did, you're already mine, i do not have to worry". Sometimes I fantazise about my SP and I in positive escenarios before going to sleep and when I wake up, and even look at his photos and say "oh you're so in love with me". Also I have an affirmation which is "SP breaks no contact throught an instagram message".

I really don't know if what i'm doing has an effect on my manifestation.

Any recommendation?

So I want to manifest a SP who I've only known for one week before we went no contact. This was two weeks ago.

I've been doing self concept work since then, and I know it takes time but I want to know if someone tried manifesting a SP while doing some healing.

I believe I don't check the 3D, but sometimes I look at his photos and our chat (not everyday), I don't check his socials and I persist affirming that "this is an old story and the new one is the one I desire and the one which is real" and self concept affirmations too. Also I +turbate sometimes thinking about him..

I'm getting used to do the affirm when you wake up and when you go to sleep and live your life the rest of the day and when the old story pops up I just say "this is old and not my reality" and just go on.

I know that what i'm doing is enough cause the mind is powerful but I would like some support cause I don't talk much to my friends about my manifestation work. Also does +turbating work for manifestation??

Thanks!!