u/selflovesnotselfish

I'm Canadian so I have limited access to find certain dolls, I've only seen Suki on Amazon. She came in a paper bag with damage to her box which I was unfortunately expecting but honestly it's less broken than others I've gotten. But then I noticed what looks like moisture inside of her box as well!

I had wanted to leave her in box but now I'm wondering if I should open her and dry her off?

I saw others cutting her hair and loved it so I decided to do the same to mine. I think I'm done restyling her for now (debating painting her nails black 🤔).

I've painted some silver accents on her earrings. I tried to do her laces white but they could use some work lol. Still overall I'm happy with her restyle 😊

Been waiting for her forever

Left is Sephora right is Morphe

Natural lighting.

The morphe is a wooden pencil Sephora is a plastic pencil.

I had debated snagging Dior Dragonfruit for a bit, I thought I might have something already similar based off of online photos. But after picking it up I would say it's different enough to warrant grabbing .

All are 1 swipe with my finger in natural light, direct and indirect.

The Dior is definitely more sheer and less pigmented than NYX but I honestly prefer that as it's easier to build up color than trying to remove color after going in too heavy handed.

All in natural lighting one swipe

I'm neutral leaning cool

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1. House of Hur Lavender Flush - cool muted lavender

2. Phytosurgence Wisp - Cooler slightly muted, light lilac mauve

3. Saie Lady described as a "nude mauve"

I got it in a size 2x I'm normally an 18 on top and 20 bottoms for reference

Top old navy XXL

Skirt is Lane Bryant 2X

This past year was incredibly difficult for my family and I. I'm starting to feel better mentally but have gained a fair amount of weight and had to size up all my clothes yet again.

I've just started getting used to the way my body's changed and learning to love and accept it. After all it may be heavier now but without this body I couldn't hold my daughter or experience the good things in life.