u/shroomburgers111

Over the years ive discovered many artists and obsessed over them for a specific period of time and then discovered new ones and stopped listening to them. Since i started listening to bladee ive also discovered many artists but never stopped listening to bladee or dg in general and hes still my favorite artist after so many years.

Over the years ive discovered many artists and obsessed over them for a specific period of time and then discovered new ones and stopped listening to them. Since i started listening to bladee ive also discovered many artists but never stopped listening to bladee or dg in general and hes still my favorite artist after so many years.

This is a throaway account. Me (18M) Met my girlfriend a few months ago online. We lived reasonably close so we met up. I really liked her at first but later on her character changed from how she used to talk when we first met. She was way more clingy and cringe when she was talking through me and i liked it at first but i really am tired of it. Furthermore, when i met her she looked different in her stories and in real life than what she does now (probably because of her glasses that she doesn't wear now). Also she doesnt let me talk to some of my girl friends that i knew prior to her which are in the same friend group as me.

We are together for 4 months now and I dont think its too late to breakup but she is also really sensitive and if i told her i want to breakup she would be crying all day an hurting herself and fall into depression. She really likes and wants me but i really dont anymore in terms of personality and looks. Another problem is that she is also in contact and goes out frequently with some of mine and her friends and i would feel weird if my friends kept hanging around with her if we broke up. She also likes to text me all the time to tell me she misses me and to tell me to tell her i love her but its genuinely really annoying for me to do this and she does this a lot of the time when im out and expects me to reply. For example yesterday i was at the beach with my friends and called me because i wasnt replying to her (because i was out obviously) and tried to start small talk with me. This annoyed me a little bit since she expects me to answer to her but im not on my phone while i am outside and i had to interact with the small talk she started which took over 10 minutes of my time and i missed some funny things that happened with my friends.

I dont know how to deal with this neither do i understand if im just an asshole.

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