u/sopa_321

im in highschool going into my senior year and ive always struggled with my self image. ive struggled with alcoholism, smoking, self harm, bulimia you name it ive probably been addicted at some point. about 2 years ago i started pulling my lashes. a few months later i went onto my scalp too, and it wasnt till then that i got professional help for it i got put on meds and that helped for a few months. I wasnt addicted to anything for the first time in years, but after finding stuff in my partners phone about a month ago i relapsed and my self esteem was destroyed. i relapsed in cutting, bulimia and hair pulling. im struggling sm right now and it feels hopeless, it feels like no matter what i do im never going to escape any of this and i just i dont know what to do anymore. im dreading going back to school looking like this it was embarrassing enough last year and having to do this for another year is just im terrified i dont want to and i just feel hopeless.

Im watching the 1990s moomin cartoon on youtube and after episode 30, it kinda just skips over the last episode of the arc and episode 31 is about snorks invention. I cant find anything about this on the wiki and cant find the episode anywhere please if you know where to find let me know 🙏🙏

edit: i just found it!!! in case youre looking for it as well here it is on youtube