u/southern_maam

I'm a big Harry Potter fan but open to anything.

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I have lost beyond my goal weight and cant stop and cant gain. I know this may not be a "bad" problem but I'm getting boney. Anyome else have this problem? I am going through a maintenance schedule to eventually wean off. Im on the 2nd lowest dose.

I starved myself in high school but stopped. Then I had my babies and gained a lot. I used a glp to help lose and I feel like I cant be small enough. Like I am getting boney. I evem bruise inside my knees because it hurts when they touch, theres no cushion. I keep wanting to lose more and more weight. I want to get smaller and smaller. Its constantly going through my head. I literally cant stop thinking about it.

I starved myself in high school but stopped. Then I had my babies and gained a lot. I used a glp to help lose and I feel like I cant be small enough. Like I am getting boney. I evem bruise inside my knees because it hurts when they touch, theres no cushion. I keep wanting to lose more and more weight. I want to get smaller and smaller. Its constantly going through my head. I literally cant stop thinking about it.

My inlaws are....different. Not really in a good way. But a positive that I'm proud of is my current self. I use to be a MASSIVE people pleaser, terrified of judgement or what others thought. My inlaws have literally judged me and had a come to Jesus meeting because "you're too present and involved in your children's lives!" Context: I am a sahm and at the time, my irish twins were 3mo and 15mo. That was the tiny straw that broke the camels back and i am so unbothered now. Literally dont care. I do whats best for my boys and my little family boldly and unapologetically. I have a backbone and while I'm not necessarily problematic, I will speak up and stand my ground when needed. My in laws have also realized I am NOT the one they want to handle things because if you push me to a certain point I will take us all to hell.