u/stellifer_arts

im taurus blue

Since i met him, we connected on a few random likes and dislikes, but the connection has been intense. We can talk for hours about everything and nothing, and its like hes the cerebral connection ive been looking for to "turn me on" mentally. I feel like he's someone i was talking to in a dream, in a different reality, my whole life; but ive only met him like a month and a half ago. When i first walked in and saw him, it felt very much like, "oh, it's You."

But maybe im just crazy? I was looking earlier at another serious feeling connection recently to see if theres similarities but not so much lol

He seems to be affected by our connection as well but j dint know to what degree, but we both agree we need to start as friends and see where it goes from there. But right off the bat it's felt so serious to me and he seems to be approaching the friendship with seriousness and possibly with an eye to making it a future relationship. but i dint even really know the guy, its been barely two months ive known him! Pathetic! Lol

Do i just have shitty boundaries, or am i looking at my future spouse? Being with him feels like something ive chased since my first love as a teen, and he triggers such intense feelings within me, including seriously kinky thoughts out of nowhere lol. Why does this guy have such sway, so soon? Am i the problem? Lol

Theres a shitton of venus and mars aspects, but never venus mars together. Also a lot of pluto and saturn, seemingly. Ahhhh

Thank you

This was fun for a while, when we first met we were flirting hard a lot and i was immediately drawn to him.

Then shit got weird after the rest of the ladies at work told me about how he cheated on his exgirlfriend he worked with, with his ex (who also used to work there) in the parkinglot, making out in the car

And it bummed me out so fucking much on so many levels because ewwwwww dude and also is that really my taste? Thats who im drawn to before i know who they are??? Wtf 😂 shit makes it hard to trust, damn

Anyways he eventually became my boss at work and was constantly trying to fire me and the tension between us was fucking insane, like constant low key sexy tension nonstop despite all the gross shit i knew about him shit was weird and downright uncomfortable sometimes.

After a while i started telling myself that the connection i felt to him was due to us being in some kind of intense af past life shit or something idk

If anyone has anything to add that they see, id be interested to know for sure

bc mainly i wanna ask,

what the fuck was that shit even??? 😂

I barely remember my high school science at all, but i wonder if this is a representation of some kind of molecule with 5 electrons on it's shell, made up of three instances of the same kind of simple molecule?

Idk dont laugh at me too much yall lol i just wanna know

Thank you