u/suihpares

Unless it's like overcome with true love, or catching breath in excitement, sighing always comes across as negative to everyone.

Therefore it makes sense that for more advanced thinkers, for deep thinkers, for empathic and sensitive people, for folks who are super perceptive - that sighing would invoke a negative reaction.

Personally I find it ruins a calm atmosphere and positive focus / optimistic thoughts.

You could be meditating or taking time to "be bored" unplugged and find creativity, or opening your thoughts and focus to options and ideas - then it's shattered by some sighing sound , causing you to feel the fatigue, anger, or that you have to do something.

Fecking hate the sound of it, that I make sure to not do it myself. Takes effort, especially as I'm 39 and get sore etc , but I refuse to sigh audibly , and instead take time to breathe or slow my heart rate down or take an extra few seconds after doing something sudden. If angry and get up and walk away or go be alone... No one hears my noises. It's called common courtesy.

Nothing ever happens. Silence. Neglect. Stonewalling.

Hardly the god who saved nations or healed the sick or freed slaves...

Neglect isn't love.

How come God doesn't show that he loves me?

How come I never feel anything no matter what I pray, do or don't do?

This has become Mal administration and harassment

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There is nothing more I can send or do.

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A Benefits Security Officer has harassed me by saying I need to go change the signature on my bank account.

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My bank says that's bizarre and only done for elderly who forget their signature.

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My bank also says they have not ever received any correspondence from this BSO, UC or benefits , nor have they got any forms I signed.

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A system access requests shows I send the forms, shows UC has got them 4 times, yet no evidence the BSO submitted them to bank.

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Therefore I think this is now harassment and maladministration, forcing me to go in circles and redo what I've done four times already under threat of sanction.

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Has anyone else encountered this conduct?

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Any advice?

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Thanks.

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Jesus didn't bow to take the kingdoms, he knew the truth.

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We were told by Jesus to give back to the emperor what's his only and give to God what is God's.

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The Bible says the earth and all in it belongs to God. So I give all I have to God, not some man made corrupt government.

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I pay tax on everything. My wages are unfairly taxed before I am paid and the money is used for war and hate. I don't vandalize, I don't steal, I don't rebel, protest or go to war. I am not subject to any emperor, and my land is divided between opposing governments.

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I help people. I heal people. I do work for people who need work done and I meet people needs, not their wants.

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Therefore should I consider myself an anarchist?

https://www.psni.police.uk/news/op-exposure-june-2026

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PSNI request; "Anyone who may be able to identify any of these individuals or provide any information about them such as their name, address or age is urged to contact detectives at Musgrave Police Station on 101"

If so, then saved people are better than unsaved people... Correct?

If not, why not? They rejected God, that's the greatest evil one can commit.

If so, then those who are not children of God have no right to judge or even consider themselves equal with the Children of God.

Are they humans ; while we are transcendent, reborn divine ... A new creation in Christ ?

Or are we humans ; while they are less than human, maybe less than an animal of God as they are not saved and Christ calls such children of the devil, Satan's seed, vipers, fallen, lost, sons of Man, children of Adam - the same first Adam who brings death and sin.

What does this mean then?

For example, why am I subject to evil man made policies and rules created by non children of God?

As I cannot sin, due to being reborn and all sin has been paid for by Christ, a non saved human should have no power or right over me, even those who claim to be authority, because they did not submit to Christ and God and therefore their reign is under the kingdom of Satan, satanic... Children of the devil.

Zechariah 11:17 ESV

[17] “Woe to my worthless shepherd, who deserts the flock! May the sword strike his arm and his right eye! Let his arm be wholly withered, his right eye utterly blinded!”

https://bible.com/bible/59/zec.11.17.ESV

Hi,

I understand people have different beliefs, I'm here to just open up about where I'm at.

39, live with parents and work full time. I care for my Mum especially and help my Father who is deaf. I could make a seperate post about the problems someone with misophonia has living with someone who is deaf.

There is a weekly faith group here. I used to help out by setting up, getting tea and coffee etc...

There is an elderly man with a chronic cough who attends, and I used to go and help him. He coughs a lot and then spits up into a cup he carries. I have stories I will spare you about concering medical appointments I took him too with this cup in my car, or having to carry it, or be visually shunned by the public as thus transpires beside me in waiting rooms etc.

I cannot take the noises on top of the noises all week from a deaf parent slamming doors, cupboards, dishes, eating noises ... And worse, I wake up to hearing bathroom. This house isn't the problem. It's the damn ignorance.

From migraines, sleep issues, loss of appetite, total loss of social life, loss or relationship, loss of jobs or online interviews, unable to practice music as father can't stand the limited noises he picks up... Can't record, impossible to focus... Am sure you all understand and have gone through similar or worse. How it becomes a barrier to everything you try to do and can paralyze your life.

All that I have somehow dealt with and keep pushing through, but this additional noise and spitting... I cannot take it.

I can't attend this , and my parents probably think I've lost my faith ... I've lost 90% of it. I just don't repeat my problems anymore to a god who heard it all before. I just am too dizzy to go to church services with the music , I don't mind the talks, it's the music just hurts my head and I'm seem as depressing for not enjoying it.

My gift of super sensitive hearing, self controlled Asmr and being able to hear melodies and pick up on subtle tones , voice changes etc love watching a good actor , it's all thwarted by this.

When alone or out in public I am okay. It's the exposure to this in my house, in my own room, being unable to escape .

So if you have faith, I'm interested in hearing how misophonia has affected it as well, cause it does happen.

Thanks for reading, and all the best.

It just kills everything knowing even as a Christian that you're not worth anything because "all fall short" due to some random man you never met.

He can give people magic powers but can't even help me find work, purpose or spouse. It's become so disgusting to contrast. I left church service cause they talking about how God provides for Ruth... Yet he doesn't help me , I don't want to hear about some tale from bronze age if it doesn't help me and only makes me angry or jealous or upset because it just doesn't happen in real life.

Seems so unfair. I've heard pastors talk in glee about the shock people will feel knowing God is real.

Horrible.

Like can't you see if from a non believers perspective... They didn't get indoctrination from family. They don't understand bronze age scriptures that are translated different ways and different denominations all saying "you're free" while guilt tripping and condemning what you do.

Why does God not meet people where they are at right now?

Even the killers.... He sent an angel to stop Abraham stabbing Isaac, so why not do the same to other in the moment and give them a chance to repent and allow the victim free will to escape....

How do you do this?

Why do you do this?

Is this tangiable hope or false hope?

How to resolve being ghosted by God?

He made feelings and yet hides from humans and doesn't let them feel anything besides a debatable, fickle , confusing feeling like asmr and people think it's the holy spirit .

Or you say "oh you're depressed" well then God can meet me where I am at. His neglect caused depression. His neglect caused confusion. His neglect causes problems with feelings.

He made it this way, and abandoned us in it.

Doesn't feel like love at all. Feels like neglect and twisted reasoning / without reason.