What's the real story behind this video? (I'M NOT TRYING TO BE DISRESPECTFUL 😭)

What's the real story behind this video? (I'M NOT TRYING TO BE DISRESPECTFUL 😭)

I've seen screenshots, posts, and even people claiming to have the real video. But I've never understood why there's so much myth surrounding that video. People selling the DVD as if it were the most important Lost Media in the world? Wtf?

u/sydwasnotcrazy — 8 days ago

How can I play the PS2 version of GTA San Andreas on a PS3 with HEN?

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I'd like to download and play the PS2 version of GTA San Andreas (I think it's much better than the PS3 version—you know, those orange-tinted graphics are awesome and nostalgic) on my PS3.

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I downloaded what was supposed to be the PS2 version from the HEN store (I think it's called WikiStore), but when I launch it, the screen just stays black and I can't do anything—not even turn off the console normally. I have to unplug it from the power outlet.

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I should mention that I have basically no knowledge about this stuff. When I download a game, I just get it from the HEN store and launch it directly. By that I mean I don't know how to use, or even what the purpose is of, MultiMAN and all those other apps.

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I hope someone can help me and point me toward the best way to get it working. Thanks so much in advance, everyone!

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 26 days ago

How can I play the PS2 version of GTA San Andreas on a PS3 with HEN?

I'd like to download and play the PS2 version of GTA San Andreas (I think it's much better than the PS3 version—you know, those orange-tinted graphics are awesome and nostalgic) on my PS3.

I downloaded what was supposed to be the PS2 version from the HEN store (I think it's called WikiStore), but when I launch it, the screen just stays black and I can't do anything—not even turn off the console normally. I have to unplug it from the power outlet.

I should mention that I have basically no knowledge about this stuff. When I download a game, I just get it from the HEN store and launch it directly. By that I mean I don't know how to use, or even what the purpose is of, MultiMAN and all those other apps.

I hope someone can help me and point me toward the best way to get it working. Thanks so much in advance, everyone!

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 26 days ago

21M trapped between caring for my little sister (7F) and rebuilding my own life.

I have no idea how to summarize all of this, but I'll try to keep it as brief as possible. I hope everything makes sense despite the wall of text.

I'm a 21-year-old guy. For the first 15 years of my life I lived with my mom, and in 2020 (when the pandemic started) I moved in with my dad. Things never really worked out at his place, so at the beginning of 2025 I moved back in with my mom.

Originally, I moved to my dad's house because in 2019 my mom had a daughter with her husband (now ex-husband), and combined with the quarantine, I was losing my mind. My mom basically used me as a full-time babysitter and I got sick of it.

I'm not even going to talk much about my dad. We never got along well, even though I always tried to have a relationship with him. I was the one constantly reaching out, but he never really wanted anything to do with me. At this point, our relationship doesn't exist anymore. He openly abandoned me, and that's where things stand.

The problem is that since I moved back in with my mom, the same thing is happening all over again. I'm still being used as a babysitter all the time.

My mom has always been extremely controlling, extremely overprotective, very passive-aggressive, and, in my opinion, quite narcissistic. Everything I do has to come with her opinion attached to it. Everything I do has to be supervised by her. No matter where I am, she's always monitoring me through messages, and if I don't reply, things get even worse. When I get home, I have to deal with the most dramatic guilt trip imaginable, and the atmosphere in the house stays tense for days or even weeks.

She works as the manager of a shoe store and spends most of her day at work. The thing is, she complains about absolutely everything. If she works too much, she's exhausted. If work is slow, she's bored. If sales are down, her boss complains and she feels miserable. It never ends.

Honestly, the only three things I hear from my mom on a daily basis are complaints, orders, and passive-aggressive comments.

She has extremely low self-esteem and had a very difficult childhood and life in general. I don't blame her for that. But I don't think it's my responsibility to be her emotional support when she was never mine.

To make things worse, around December 2025 or January 2026 she broke up with her partner, and they're both acting like teenagers. They barely speak to each other, so they dump everything on me and my younger brother. We're constantly babysitting my little sister, running errands, and acting as messengers between them. I'm completely fed up with it.

On top of that, I have to be my mom's therapist. She's constantly crying because her ex already has a new girlfriend. Honestly, I'm not surprised. She treated him terribly while they were together.

My financial situation is also really bad. I study and work, but I barely make enough to cover the essentials. I also keep lending my mom money, which she never pays back. Unfortunately, I can't afford to rent a place of my own.

I don't really have anyone I can move in with. My dad abandoned me, I'm fairly antisocial, and I don't really have friends I can rely on.

I don't know what to do anymore. I've been looking for a better job everywhere, but I can't find one. The job I currently have only allows me to survive, and my college schedule makes things even harder.

I'm losing my mind.

About a year ago I developed problems with drugs and alcohol. I only started getting my life back on track this year, and I've now been sober for two months. I still struggle sometimes, and between the cravings, withdrawal, and everything happening at home, I feel overwhelmed.

I've been dealing with severe depression, constant anxiety, and stress levels through the roof. I'm getting rashes and skin problems from stress. Honestly, I'm surprised I haven't gone bald yet.

I don't know where to turn for help.

I love my little sister more than anything. I make sure she has everything she needs. I take her to and from school, feed her lunch and dinner, help her with homework, and spend time playing with her.

I'm completely exhausted by all of it, but obviously none of this is her fault. It's my mom's responsibility, not hers.

What worries me the most is my sister's future. I don't want her to grow up carrying the same traumas and mental health issues that I developed. I try to act as a shield and protect her from as much of that as possible.

But by taking care of her and constantly doing everything my mom asks of me, I'm putting my own life on hold. I lost an entire year of college because of all this.

What would you do in my situation?

How do you even begin to solve something like this?

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 1 month ago
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My curiosity about Johnny

I have a few questions about Johnny that have always intrigued me xD

1- Does Johnny have any solo music? Whether it's an album, song, or collaboration with any other musician outside of the Ramones?

2- Are there any recordings from Johnny's entire career, whether albums/songs or live performances, where he sings?

3- Are there any videos or performances where Johnny does a guitar solo? I don't mean a simple bend or open note, but something more "complex" (at least a little bit xD)

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 1 month ago
▲ 30 r/ramones

What's the fastest Ramones footage I can find?

I mean, what's the Ramones concert where they played the fastest? Johnny doing impossible downstrokes, Marky playing at 200 bpm, you know what I mean haha

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 1 month ago

Tengo 20 años, nunca me interesó mucho la política hasta el año pasado que empecé a leer un poquito más y me di cuenta de la importancia de saber de este tema.

El tema es que, no sé cómo carajos aprender y también a formar una opinión propia; me pasa mucho que la gente con la que me rodeo solo repite lo que escucha, o se enamora de figuras políticas más que formar una ideología propia.

De que manera puedo aprender desde "cero"? Me gustaría mucho poder hablar con alguien sobre este tema y saber sobre lo que estoy hablando y a su vez entender a la otra persona xd

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 2 months ago

I consumed 2g of mushrooms at 00:30 am, It's 2:43 AM and I only feel the trippier vision (but really smooth, like super smooth, I don't have any "visuals") but nothing else. I ate very little during the day (just a small plate of noodles)

Should I keep waiting or will this have no effect? I feel scammed 😞

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 2 months ago

It's 3:38 PM, my mom arrives at 9 PM. I have 2g of shrooms. By the time my mom arrives, will I be "okay"? So, will the effects of the mushrooms wear off by then, or will I still be too high to mask them? My stomach is empty; I haven't eaten anything all morning.

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 2 months ago

So, I've been feeling pretty depressed lately; my life is a mess right now, with lots of personal and family problems. Anyway, a friend invited me to do mushrooms next Friday. I've done acid many times before, but never mushrooms. My question is: how can I use this experience to learn and make the most of it? I've read several times how amazing mushrooms are and how they can help people who are going through a tough time, so I'd like to use this experience for where I am right now. Thanks in advance for reading.

P.S. My friend told me that the effects of mushrooms are somewhat like LSD, but more "natural" and shorter-lasting, yet more emotionally intense. But I haven't really researched it much; I want it to be a completely new experience.

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u/sydwasnotcrazy — 2 months ago