I do have malwarebytes, but it has never shut down protection mid scan like this. i even tried doing a windows security offline scan and it froze at 91 percent and didnt finish.
To start things off, ive never had serious thoughts about being trans until about a year ago. I have always hated my body and my voice but to this day i cant tell if thats just a self esteem issue or gender dysphoria. I remember having passing thoughts in my teens and later but theyve always just been temporary, so i didnt think anything of it. I have also recently discovered that I am bisexual (i was raised religious and always had suspicions but was in denial). idk how relevant that is to being trans but the "realizations" both hit me at a similar time so i figured id mention it. I know trans people usually know they were trans from a very young age but i was pretty confident in my gender identity until about a year ago. when i first started having these thoughts i had initially come to the conclusion that i was male but wanted to lose weight and wear more feminine presenting clothing. but recently something made me question that conclusion again. its kinda cringy but i was using discord and made a silly joke about being a anime girl (didnt even think anything of it) but someone reacted to the message with the trans flag emote... My heart was so excited when i saw it. something about seeing that made me extremely happy. I cant figure out if that was because im trans or if it was just being percieved in a feminine way. So im hoping i can get some opinions from here.
One last thing, my sister officially transitioned this year, and i cant tell if thats subconsciously affecting my feelings on this or not. if i just feel this way because i also hate myself and i want to be happy. are there any ways to distinguish these feelings?
If you have any questions for me ill try to answer them, thank you if you give time out of your day to answer my question. im so confused right now and could use the help.
Before i get into the games I play, heres a little about myself: I am a bisexual furry with some admittedly pretty niche taste in games. I have a pretty low self esteem so i get kinda quiet sometimes but if we have chemistry ill start talking more pretty quickly. I have goals to be an artist but ive put that on the backburner for now to prioritize taking care of myself. I tend to get pretty attached to people so if you dont like someone who is always responding as soon as you send a message then you probably wont like me.
I think thats enough for now but if you want to know more about me just ask for my discord :3
Now, about the kinda games i play, im just gonna list a bit of everything, multiplayer or not, so you get an idea of the kinda thing im into.
all time favorites:
The binding of isaac
Terraria (especially with calamity mod)
Slay the spire 2
Hollow knight (Silksong included)
Nine sols
Risk of rain 2
current obsessions:
white knuckle (beat the game in less than 20 minutes, wowie!)
the binding of isaac
slay the spire 2
other games i enjoy:
repo
lethal company
roblox
fall guys
mewgenics
nuclear throne
spelunky 1 and 2
deltarune
death road to canada
supermeatboy
Thats probably more than enough, if you share any of these intrests with me you should definitely hit me up! oki baiiiiii
Before i get into the games I play, heres a little about myself: I am a bisexual furry with some admittedly pretty niche taste in games. I have a pretty low self esteem so i get kinda quiet sometimes but if we have chemistry ill start talking more pretty quickly. I have goals to be an artist but ive put that on the backburner for now to prioritize taking care of myself. I tend to get pretty attached to people so if you dont like someone who is always responding as soon as you send a message then you probably wont like me.
I think thats enough for now but if you want to know more about me just ask for my discord :3
Now, about the kinda games i play, im just gonna list a bit of everything, multiplayer or not, so you get an idea of the kinda thing im into.
all time favorites:
The binding of isaac
Terraria (especially with calamity mod)
Slay the spire 2
Hollow knight (Silksong included)
Nine sols
Risk of rain 2
current obsessions:
white knuckle (beat the game in less than 20 minutes, wowie!)
the binding of isaac
slay the spire 2
other games i enjoy:
repo
lethal company
roblox
fall guys
mewgenics
nuclear throne
spelunky 1 and 2
deltarune
death road to canada
supermeatboy
Thats probably more than enough, if you share any of these intrests with me you should definitely hit me up! oki baiiiiii
Before i get into the games I play, heres a little about myself: I am a bisexual furry with some admittedly pretty niche taste in games. I have a pretty low self esteem so i get kinda quiet sometimes but if we have chemistry ill start talking more pretty quickly. I have goals to be an artist but ive put that on the backburner for now to prioritize taking care of myself. I tend to get pretty attached to people so if you dont like someone who is always responding as soon as you send a message then you probably wont like me.
I think thats enough for now but if you want to know more about me just ask for my discord :3
Now, about the kinda games i play, im just gonna list a bit of everything, multiplayer or not, so you get an idea of the kinda thing im into.
all time favorites:
The binding of isaac
Terraria (especially with calamity mod)
Slay the spire 2
Hollow knight (Silksong included)
Nine sols
Risk of rain 2
current obsessions:
white knuckle (beat the game in less than 20 minutes, wowie!)
the binding of isaac
slay the spire 2
other games i enjoy:
repo
lethal company
roblox
fall guys
mewgenics
nuclear throne
spelunky 1 and 2
deltarune
death road to canada
supermeatboy
Thats probably more than enough, if you share any of these intrests with me you should definitely hit me up! oki baiiiiii
Before i get into the games I play, heres a little about myself: I am a bisexual furry with some admittedly pretty niche taste in games. I have a pretty low self esteem so i get kinda quiet sometimes but if we have chemistry ill start talking more pretty quickly. I have goals to be an artist but ive put that on the backburner for now to prioritize taking care of myself. I tend to get pretty attached to people so if you dont like someone who is always responding as soon as you send a message then you probably wont like me.
I think thats enough for now but if you want to know more about me just ask for my discord :3
Now, about the kinda games i play, im just gonna list a bit of everything, multiplayer or not, so you get an idea of the kinda thing im into.
all time favorites:
The binding of isaac
Terraria (especially with calamity mod)
Slay the spire 2
Hollow knight (Silksong included)
Nine sols
Risk of rain 2
current obsessions:
white knuckle (beat the game in less than 20 minutes, wowie!)
the binding of isaac
slay the spire 2
other games i enjoy:
repo
lethal company
roblox
fall guys
mewgenics
nuclear throne
spelunky 1 and 2
deltarune
death road to canada
supermeatboy
Thats probably more than enough, if you share any of these intrests with me you should definitely hit me up! oki baiiiiii