Seeking advice
Hopefully this is something I can post here. I recently finished my undergrad last year and honestly I've been kinda depressed lately. In my undergrad I really had to focus on classes so I did not get much time for clinical/shadowing experience and even then I only finished with a 3.35gpa. After that for the first time in my life I kinda rolled over, accepted my fate, and realized I will never get into med school and I thought I could handle it but I just can't. Ever since some childhood tragedy involving cancer I've always wanted to be a doctor so I could say I was doing my part in preventing the cycle and on top of that it is one of the few things in my life I find interesting that I can make a career out of. I guess the point of all this is to ask if anyone out there has had the same experience and what they did because as far of a sense of purpose with my life I have none and I don't know what to do.