u/theluckiest-1

How subliminals helped you in your career? I really need some insights and guidance. Extremely sorry that this post is little bit long (I added my background and all the results so that you can understand my situation better).

I got to know about subliminals 2 years ago by complete accident and within just 2 years, it really changed my life in so many ways. Speaking about myself, I am a single child, was living with my grandparents for past 12 years. My father was extremely narcissistic and abusive which made my life complete hell. So, my mother decided to move into her childhood home. But, later I realised my grandparents were 10 times more toxic then my father. But as me and my mother had no other place to go, we lived there for atleast 11 years. During those years, my mental health was so much deteriorated to a point that I became completely numb regarding everything. I was so depressed throughout my teenage years that each day used to feel so heavy and only time I used to feel okay was when I was sleeping. Words can't express how bad my situation was. When I accidentally got my first result from subliminals, I started reading results in this reddit sub to understand what it is all about. At that time, I literally used to cry reading results thinking nothing can change things in my life, i have so many problems, i literally had zero hopes with my life. At that time, I used to get severe panic attacks at night and because we had no money, i never told my mother about it. I started listening to subs only to help me fall asleep during those attacks. Mostly subs were from I want it I got it, hypnotic guru, slade, etc. But slowly things started changing for me in the most strongest way possible. If you are someone who is struggling with results, i really hope you read the following paragraph. It will really give you some hope that how potent these things are and how strange reality is actually. These are results within just 2 years.

My father used to have affair with someone because of which he used to do all these fights. Within a week of listening, he somehow became so guilty of everything that he named one of his houses in my name and made my mother a nominee for pension. my mother is still shocked because my father was extremely extremely attached to his mistress. Then , my father got promoted to a very good rank out of nowhere which even made him shock. And then, he started building another house for us few blocks away from my grandparents house. We had literally zero money, living completely dependent on my grandparents but just within 2 years, we got 2 homes, few land in village, etc. Along with this, i have manifested so many things in these two years ( ipad, desired physical appearance, health, etc) that I sometime think how powerful these subliminals are. Because of these results, my faith is very strong in subliminals and i really want to use them for my career ( never used it before regarding exams/ career)

Now, to my question, sorry above made post so long 😅:

I scored 92% in 10th so my mother forced me to opt biology to go for neet. After 12th, I never took offline coaching. I took it just for the sake of my mother and took partial admission for bsc. At that time, we were literally dependent on my grandparents, so thinking about neet coaching with such hefty fees, and a exam whose acceptance rate is so low, i thought it is like shooting arrows in the dark. I was just waiting for my BSC to get over so that I can join any local mba college within my budget ( this was before discovering subliminals). But in my third year, everything changed as I mentioned above. But unfortunately, in the third year i was diagnosed with a nerve condition and my final year got extended pretty much. It took me almost 2 years to recover. So, this year I got graduate.

Now, i am 22 years old, will turn 23 in September. Because I never went to college for almost 5 years ( 3 years bsc and 2 years bedridden), I find myself so behind and clueless. I feel so dumb around people of my age. And because I took biology, my options feel so limited.

I think of CAT but i literally have zero knowledge about the field. My mother is saying to give reneet this month and go for private medical school in our city. My relatives are well established doctors and they have very good connections within city. Seeing the condition of our government, how things are going within country and globally, all the things regarding AI and layoffs, etc has made me little bit scared regarding my future/ career.

Can you please share how subliminals helped you in your career? What should I do? Because I became so isolated after 12th , even small things look so big right now. I have made several post on Indian subreddits regarding career but got very different answers. I thought if subliminal had such a huge impact on my life then may be i should ask here.

I was extremely dedicated towards my studies when I was young but as I grew older, I started isolating myself I don't know the reason. ( maybe because of my family issues, I did it as a form of escapism). I am now at a stage of my life where I have zero clue about what to do in my career and I don't know why I am losing hope regarding each and every thing. I don't know what I should do regarding my career?

Another thing is that I don't know why emotionally I am so complex. In social settings, I am extremely composed like no one can guess how much i am suffering from emotional turmoil. Now, nothing excites me anymore. Each and every time I am thinking about my career like what should I do? Everywhere I am just searching for answers / guidance like what I actually want and which I don't regret later in life.

I started listening to subliminals 2 years ago. In 2 years, I was able to manifest financial stability of my family like a job opportunity for my mother, two houses, clearing all the debts,etc. This really changed the trajectory of my life. At one time where me and my mother used to struggle for food and daily rent, now we are living comfortably. During these two years, when I realised how potent subliminals are , I started experimenting more often and got insane results like I helped my friend remove illegal tenants who had occupied her house for over 10 years. After listening to my self made subs, they left within a week.

After this incident, i tried scripting and was able to manifest each and every thing like to sit and drive in my favourite sports car , weekly being visited by a pair of dove and peacock (completely unusual for my locality), insane job promotions for the parents of my friends, scholarship for my cousins, able to eat peanut butter ( had allergy before) , complete physical appearance change etc. While I had such insane results during this time, I was never able to manifest a single thing regarding my career in these two years.

My parents got separated when I was young and from then, my mother worked really hard to bring food to the table and roof over my head. Growing up and seeing poverty for so many years, I never considered that

I can also have a successful career because I never had the time and space to explore things and know what I like (after school , I had different part time jobs). Before subliminals, i never thought any kind of future for myself.

I really thought that I will pick any job after school so that I can help my mother as soon as possible. Our financial situation was so bad during my school days that picking any kind of job was the only way by which we can have daily food and shelter. So I never thought about anything regarding my career or what my interests are. But now that we are finally financially stable and I don't have any pressure at all, I really want to do something big in my life. Like I really want to have a successful career.

I think the main reason why I am not able to manifest anything career wise is because I have zero clarity what I want regarding my career. I don't even know what subject I like or what field I find interesting. I find myself completely indecisive, at one moment I find medicine interesting and then sometimes law, sometimes finance. I am sorry you might think I am so stupid. I am so sorry you have to read all this. I don't know why but I am so anxious and worried about my career and I don't know where to start. I am already 22 and will turn 23 in August and again and again thoughts are coming in my mind that time is going fast, I am getting late, etc. I don't know why I always get so tense whenever I think about my career. For the last three months, I have been taking medicines for my mental health just because of it. And I feel so stupid about it because at one point I know that anything is possible and on the other hand I have to take medicines because I am thinking so much about my career. Even my mother is getting worried about me because of it.

Is there any way ( or any sub) that can help me to gain some clarity? Like I just need one answer like what should I really do? I am feeling so stupid. 😓

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Earlier, I used to work in my relatives' hospital as a part of management and also was studying to get into med school. But i couldn't clear it and due to my family issues, it took me 5 years to complete my bachelors. Now I am thinking to do MBA but I am extremely confused whether it will be a good decision for me.

( In the last 2 years, my family's financial condition got better in many ways so, now I also have opportunity to go to private medical school which I didn't have earlier. But, I am sad how late that opportunity came to me.)

Can you please look into my chart and give me directions?

Has anyone contacted NHI for help? Is it okay if I reach out to them who abducted me years ago for help?

my abduction story ( please read it if you have time to understand my entire situation):

https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/s/HhgbOsYUok

I was born in a dysfunctional family where my father was extremely abusive and my mother was emotionally distant from me. I was a single child so i never had anyone to share my problems with. I never realised but i fell into clinical depression at the age of 11 when my mother decided to move into her mother's home. But again her family was also very toxic and judgmental towards me so it never really changed much for me. During my teenage days, my mental health was so low to the point that I was just existing and had no will to live more. Those days, each day felt heavy for me.

I never believed in god, aliens, spirits, ghosts, etc. I never experienced anything regarding it and to be honest, entire life I was struggling so much that I never had the time and space to think about these things. So, out of nowhere , in the month of October i got abducted from my home physically and from then I had several paranormal and extraterrestrial experiences. Extraterrestrial experiences stopped after a few years.

Last time it happened when they put something inside my right ear. Paranormal experiences still continued but as I got older, it stopped eventually. It still happens sometimes but it doesn't affect me that much.

When this abduction incident happened to me, it changed something in me. Like before I was extremely suicidal and had no hope for me and my life and to be honest I was just so numb with life / reality itself that nothing was there to make me smile. I can't express in words how critical my situation was. But after that incident, i realised reality is much more than what it seems. It literally gave me hope for the first time in life. You won't believe it but that feeling pushed me forward for a few years, gave me reason to live for.

During these years, I read about metaphysics and esoterism. I started reading about manifestation. Things changed for me like now I have two houses, my mother gets monthly income, things are better for me, etc. But the thing is I am extremely confused about my life purpose which has affected my career and academics very badly. Like now, I have everything but I don't know what to do in life and i am feeling so behind.

The thing is when you read my entire post about abduction (above) you will see I have such a strong detachment ( it is like they have intentionally put that feeling inside my head) from the entire topic. And even though I experienced all those things , I never saw them. I don't know what they look like.

To be really honest, I am still not interested in them or the phenomena itself. I am much more interested in things like the occult, nature of reality, esoterism,etc.

No matter how much i have tried for so many years, I am still not able to find my answer like what should I do with my life. I literally have no idea. My mind feels so lost every time I think of something. I have been academically very good and always knew what I wanted to do in my life like I always wanted to be a doctor. But after that abduction incident, it changed completely. I am so clueless that it makes me so restless each and every day. I am still academically good but I have no idea what to do? I am not able to put my mind into anything.

For the past few weeks, I have been thinking that there is any way to contact them so that they can help me with it? Is it stupid thing to do? I really just need an answer like what should I do? I am in hope that just like that experience changed my life , maybe they can help me further and answer my question.

Thank you for reading the entire thing. Can you please share your advice? It will really help me. I am still new to this space and the entire phenomenon itself.

My mother is very tense regarding my brother's education and career. Can you guys please help?

Recently my mother consulted an astrologer for me. He told us that if I don't pursue the medical line as my profession then my health will get compromised. Now, the thing is I am thinking about doing an MBA. But I don't know what to do? Being brought up in an abusive household, I was running on survival mode for so long that I don't know what to pursue as a career? My mental health was always so much down. Can you please suggest which career options are best for me?

I am a single child. For the past few years, I was preparing for medical studies but was not able to do so because of my father. He is extremely toxic, abusive and narcissistic. My mother on the other hand is completely emotionally distant from me. She always blames me for everything. My career is going nowhere after my 12th. I don't know what to do. I am so hopeless and feeling so defeated right now. I was so career oriented in my school days but my parents ruined everything so bad that I don't know what I should do anymore. I am feeling so scared about my future. What should I do? Please help. I don't know what I should do career wise? Is there any hope for me?