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Last time I drank/got drunk was the night of my bat mitzvah

I’ve been smoking cigarettes since I was maybe 11 as well as vaping since I was 12 + other forms of nicotine. As of today I am 60 days nicotine free!!

Tw: masturbation and mental health topics
Okay I started about a month ago at 20 mg and I’ve noticed I cannot masturbate like at all? TMI warning but I’m used to doing it like every day sometimes multiple times a day and now I can’t do it, it doesn’t feel good and nothing even gets me turned on. Thankfully I’m experiencing way less anxiety and my >!suicidal!< Ideation + depression has been way less than usual so I suppose it’s not a big deal if I can’t goon but I’m just curious if that’s a normal side effect? Idk if this is necessary information but I’m female and 13 and have previously taken lexapro

Tw: masturbation and mental health topics
Okay I started about a month ago at 20 mg and I’ve noticed I cannot masturbate like at all? TMI warning but I’m used to doing it like every day sometimes multiple times a day and now I can’t do it, it doesn’t feel good and nothing even gets me turned on. Thankfully I’m experiencing way less anxiety and my >!suicidal!< Ideation + depression has been way less than usual so I suppose it’s not a big deal if I can’t goon but I’m just curious if that’s a normal side effect? Idk if this is necessary information but I’m female and 13

At 13 I already am a 32 DDD (32E) and have been wearing a bra since 8. I’m 4’10 and not getting any/much taller (I know that because all the women in my family have stopped growing at my age and are 4’10-5’ maximum and also larger chests). They look disproportionate to my body and I can never find clothes that fit + I always get inappropriate comments from people my age AND adults. I just want them gone. Not to mention how painful it is no matter what kind of bra I wear, my shoulders even have a DENT where my bra straps sit.
EDIT: some stuff I forgot to mention, I’ve been 4’10 since I was around 9 years old and have not grown since. Also I know it’s not a weight thing because I’m 110~ pounds and most of my weight is stored in my thighs, ass (don’t know the fancy word for that 😭 apologies) and breasts, the rest of my body is normal sized and my doctor says I’m a healthy weight.

Also financial and quality aspects are not a problem, my parents know the best plastic surgeons in our country + we might fly somewhere else for it

Been 4’10 since i (13f) was around 9 and don’t seem to be growing, even my doctor thinks i won’t get taller (not more than a few inches at least). All the women in my family are 4’10-5’ so there doesn’t seem to be much hope for me

Let me start this by saying I’m not overweight and i exercise a lot so I don’t think this could be solved by me just losing more weight. I’ve always been small and more shapely, around 4’10-4’11 and roughly 115~ pounds and I’ve always been really insecure of my body but particularly my breasts. I’m a 32DDD (sometimes called 32E) and unless I’m wearing a tight top, it doesn’t look good it just makes me look fat. Not only that but no matter what kind of bra I wear my back is hurting by the end of the day and my shoulders have a DENT from wearing bras since I was 8. I hate it so much and I’ve been talking with my mom about getting a breast reduction. She’s not fully against it because she struggles with the same exact thing but she says I’m too young and she’s prefer it if I waited a few more years. From what I’ve heard it’s a pretty safe and easy procedure but I get her hesitation. Should I wait and just live with it? I’ve been experiencing pain and discomfort since I was around 9 and I’m almost 14

It’s been years since I started watching porn and since I was maybe 10-11 I’ve started watching it every single day. It’s so embarrassing being dependent on it.

It’s so normalized for guys but I’m 13f and this is something I’ve struggled with for years and I’m too shy to ask for help because I’m just so embarrassed and ashamed

I’m 13f and I’ve had this problem for like 2-3 years now, it’s just so easy to access that I can’t stay clean for over a day or two. I have no one irl to talk about this with, it’s so embarrassing. Genuinely don’t know what to do.

I’ve had a porn addiction for years now and it’s just so embarrassing but no matter how hard I try I can’t quit. I don’t even watch “normal” stuff. Idk I feel so pathetic for even posting about this.