u/throwawaycherry1234

Last night I dreamt that I was at facility and Trump was there. People were running around and Trump was drafting up some kind of speech. I remember him be agitated because he had no time to prepare. I then went outside and saw thousands of ships in the sky.

There was no fear just a sense of "finally". They began dropping these little parachutes to people on the ground. They were gifts from them I think in the form of knowledge. Like technology that would help us solve our worst problems and others were spiritual knowledge that would help us heal our minds and emotions.

I remember being so grateful in the dream. It was very odd.

I would take care of you even if you were crippled, mentally handicapped, or terminal. I fucking love you unconditionally. There's a cord that cannot be severed. I tried, believe me. Out of every relationship I've ever been in I've never felt this way for anyone else. Do not spit in the face of God and deny this.

Forever, J

Like 20, 30 or ever more years? Just curious.

So this year I've had the most profound healings ever in my life through inner child work and everything is really looking brighter. Only problem is there is a person I had a very intense, but awful romantic relationship with that ended over 20 years ago at this point. I had thought I forgot about them soon after but since doing this inner child healing it felt like a tsunami of energy hit me regarding them. So I sat, felt and processed these very intense energies, forgave them, looked at the lesson that relationship taught me and tried to let them go with love.

Problem is, even having done energetic chord cutting and everything else under the sun I still feel energetically tied to them. Some days its awful and feels like im drowning. I swear I feel their energy sometimes in my chest. Emotions and feelings hit out of nowhere that make no sense to me. I process them and they disperse but my god im so sick of this. Its been 6 months now of this and everyday I detach and cut chords. But they are there like an energetic cloud. I feel them in my upper spine near my neck, and the thought of them is always in the back of my mind.

Please advise on how to stop this.

Hello,

I'm 39 years old and my life has just been constant suffering. I often read that souls have a blueprint of what they want to accomplish in this life before incarnating. I feel I failed and went off track along time ago and my life has suffered greatly for it. I never met another person that has gone through as much as I have. I think when I planned my life I bit off more than I can chew so I derailed, but that did not make this life any easier. I'm literally just waiting out the clock at this point.

What happens when a soul goes off track. I can't seem to find any info on this. What happens when I die and go back? There is no f'ing way I chose this life for myself, I wouldn't wish this darkenss on the devil(metaphor)himself. Any insights from you or my guides would be kindly appreciated.

Thanks

Hello,

I'm 39 years old and my life has just been constant suffering. I often read that souls have a blueprint of what they want to accomplish in this life before incarnating. I feel I failed and went off track along time ago and my life has suffered greatly for it. I never met another person that has gone through as much as I have. I think when I planned my life I bit off more than I can chew so I derailed, but that did not make this life any easier. I'm literally just waiting out the clock at this point.

What happens when a soul goes off track. I can't seem to find any info on this. What happens when I die and go back? There is no f'ing way I chose this life for myself, I wouldn't wish this darkenss on the devil(metaphor)himself. Any insights at all would be kindly appreciated.

Thanks

Hello,

I'm 39 years old and my life has just been constant suffering. I often read that souls have a blueprint of what they want to accomplish in this life before incarnating. I feel I failed and went off track along time ago and my life has suffered greatly for it. I never met another person that has gone through as much as I have. I think when I planned my life I bit off more than I can chew so I derailed, but that did not make this life any easier. I'm literally just waiting out the clock at this point.

What happens when a soul goes off track. I can't seem to find any info on this. What happens when I die and go back? There is no f'ing way I chose this life for myself, I wouldn't wish this darkenss on the devil(metaphor)himself. Any insights at all would be kindly appreciated.

Thanks