u/trinity6879

I know it doesnt matter how much you get out before baby is born but it seems like my body isn't responding to the pump what so ever this go around. I can hand express but its literal drops im trying to collect some for the hospital. Does this mean I wont respond well to the pump this time? Or is it still just because im pregnant?

edit: this is my 3rd time with pumping/ breastfeeding. with my other 2 I was able to get milk out by this point if that matters

My pa has been clean for 4 months. Im 11 days away from giving birth to our 3rd I woke up and checked the man's phone like I do weekly and hissearch history and screen time dont match. Shocker. We all know what that means. So now I get to decide if this is salviagable based on if he lies or not. I told him. If he lies and I catch him im done. ​all this after a heartfelt conversation before I went to bed. I cant take this anymore.

man if hes a liar hes the worst kind because hes really digging his heals in this time. I almost believe him actually thats how convincing it is. but when you got it right in front of your face its kinda hard. his snap algorithm is also all thirst traps again.

I feel like im constantly making sure hes sexually satisfied to keep him from cheating again. Logically I know it wont matter if he wants to he will because I made sure he was satisfied before and I was the one that went without. I feel like a desperate whore. I go from this to feeling like fuck him Im going to cheat back because I know I can and much easier than he did. Sometimes I think about selling nudes of myself just because he bought so much of them too. Sometimes I fucking hate him and his touch repulsed me. What kind of Rollercoaster am I on? ​

I was diagnosed with stage 0 a year ago and obviously have to go for my regular checks every 6 months even still because the type I have is the genetic type. I went to my appointment later than 6 mo. Honestly more like 8 or 9 and had a few moles I wanted to have removed. I saw a diffrent doctor this time who basically told me no to removing them. Also hardly looked me over didnt even check my scar area or my arms feet ect. It wasthe most negligent skin check ive ever had. Should I call and have another one done? Or just wait the 6 months? Do I call and have the spots i wanted checked checked by a different doctor? Anytime ive wanted a mole removed they did it just to be safe.

My husband is 4 months clean. I went thro7gh his phone today and saw a ton of spam emails in the spam folder of " I took these pics for you" and some sketchy link that I wasnt going to click on. Or " Amanda wants to meet with you again. A sketchy link. What's up with this? Theyre clearly fake by why would he be getting them?

Its been 3 months since i found out how bad it really was. 4 months full recovery. 9 months sonce cheating. He cheated on me all online and generated so much ai porn of people that I love and am closet to. Im pregnant with number 3, a stay at home mom and I dont have the means to just leave.

Hes been trying. Church, therapy, I have access to everything and I mean everything. The man doesnt take a shit without my supervision. Yes its as exahsting as it sounds. But im trying to hang onto what little I have left, for the sake of my children.

I dont want my kids to have divorced parents, I dont want them to live in property and if I leave thats what will happen and the cycle I so desperately wanted to break continues.

God, hes trying. I feel loved by him finally im not longer in competition for his attention. At least for now. I pray its permanent and I pray he continues to find peace in recovery. But theres days I struggle so bad with just hating him. He went to such far lengths to hide this stuff. Created a fake email, name, ect. I straight up asked him if he was talking to other women and he looked me dead in the eye and told me no. I asked him if he had generated ai of my family, again looked me dead in the eye and lied to me. I asked if he had an of, dating sites ect all with thought hesitiation was able to look at me a lie right to my face so flawlessly. Who can do that? This is stuff my gut just told me he was doing and I knew but had no evidence. Idk what im looking for. Just another vent session.

We've been together for over 6 years im currently pregnant with number 3. Dday was 3 months ago when I found out exactly how bad it was. Hes 4 months clean from porn. Everything with other women was all online but cheating for a very long time regardless. Hes Dove into trying to be a better husband because of it. I still obviously have 1 foot out the door but im trying. Before this came out we had sex once a week maybe. I thought he just had a low sex drive ( boy was i wrong) turns out he really doesnt he just rather have used other woman and his hand.

He also has the madona whore complex, something he's working on. Since this has happened hes been a lot more touchy with me, we have sex every 4 days now sometimes a lot more. Hell even I enjoy it more. Hes much more into it and much more attentive and open to new things. It doesnt feel as mechanical. His organism have also gotten much stronger because of it.

Im just wondering if anyone else experienced this? Is this a permanent change? Also im irritated this is what ive been missing out ob for years simply because I thought he had a low drive. This is all the energy he put into everything but me finally going into me.

Please give me hope i have a cup boons and they go up to a b when breastfeeding or at least they did last time. I stopped and they deflated to almost nothing yo the point id look at myself and just cry. well they got some volume back in them a few months after I quit breastfeeding and then I got pregnant again. they haven't grown past an a cup but they are now a full a cup i know when i breastfeeding they will get bigger aswell. give me hope thy will at least stay slightly bigger this time.

His reels were all thirst traps so was his algorithm. I checked it last week and nothing this week thirst traps. Hes telling me he did nothing. His screen time on Google matches His search history too. What's going on? Hes also got a very shit attitude today.

My sa has a very tramatic sexual past. Without going into too much detail Since him and I have been together hes done sexual acts in his sleep at times. Maybe once every month or so, usually when its been a while for us or when theres high stress in his life. He will not wake up typically until he reaches climax or in the middle of us doing it. We have a mutual concent with this situation. I dont care to be woken up like this and neither does he. Obviously if I told him no hed stop and if I really dont want to I can usually wake him up out of it somehow and he apologizes and goes back to sleep. My question is, is this a thing that most sex addicts do? Or has anyone had any experience in this? Should I be discouraging this behavior? A lot of the time I will not wake up either until hes basically inside me or im also close to climax.